I'm going to court soon and facing possible jail time. I will be homeless with no car in 8-10 months. I don't even fear any of that, I don't care about life at all, but I'm dreading the reactions of my family for it, the months of guilt tripping, crying, begging they will force on me. I just wanna be left alone. I dont want to work a fucking job. I'd rather die homeless.
