ItheIthe
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Every time I hear a love song I get extremely depressed and pissed off. It brings me back to all the years of unfulfilled longings and desires.
ALL I WANTED WAS TO LIVE AND LOVE WITH ONE SINGLE GIRL AND JUST HAVE HER FOREVER AND BE HER EVERYTHING AND HAVE HER BE MY EVERYTHING. I NEVER CARED ABOUT BEING A "SLAYER", I JUST WANTED A ONEITIS TO WIFE. BUT, NO, WHILE I SAT ALONE CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE EVERY SINGLE DAY ALL THE MAGGOT FUCKBOYS GOT THE GIRLS.
But after all those lonely evenings staring at the stars wondering if anything like that would ever happen, I have realized the answer: No. I am consigned to rot and die alone. And don't even tell me about going after a girl with a broken ability to pair bond: It's pointless and LITERALLY ADULTERY ( I really mean that, I'm not just saying that to be a "moralfag" or whatever).
It's a fucking disgrace and an injustice that all the girls I Oneitised saw me as an autistic worthless piece of fucking garbage all the while going after and breaking their pair-bonding ability with worthless degenerate fuckboy scum. I can't even describe the pain of having a Oneitis and then she gets into another "relationship" and gets fucked by another man, defiling her forever, knowing you will never be her everything. Every night I stared up at the sky and sat in the fields rotting alone hoping that one day a girl would make everything alright, but, no, they all gave their bodies and pair-bonding ability up to scum.
ALL I WANTED WAS TO LIVE AND LOVE WITH ONE SINGLE GIRL AND JUST HAVE HER FOREVER AND BE HER EVERYTHING AND HAVE HER BE MY EVERYTHING. I NEVER CARED ABOUT BEING A "SLAYER", I JUST WANTED A ONEITIS TO WIFE. BUT, NO, WHILE I SAT ALONE CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE EVERY SINGLE DAY ALL THE MAGGOT FUCKBOYS GOT THE GIRLS.
But after all those lonely evenings staring at the stars wondering if anything like that would ever happen, I have realized the answer: No. I am consigned to rot and die alone. And don't even tell me about going after a girl with a broken ability to pair bond: It's pointless and LITERALLY ADULTERY ( I really mean that, I'm not just saying that to be a "moralfag" or whatever).
It's a fucking disgrace and an injustice that all the girls I Oneitised saw me as an autistic worthless piece of fucking garbage all the while going after and breaking their pair-bonding ability with worthless degenerate fuckboy scum. I can't even describe the pain of having a Oneitis and then she gets into another "relationship" and gets fucked by another man, defiling her forever, knowing you will never be her everything. Every night I stared up at the sky and sat in the fields rotting alone hoping that one day a girl would make everything alright, but, no, they all gave their bodies and pair-bonding ability up to scum.
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