RageFuel This is what I feel when I see a woman I am romantically attracted to

[SlayerSlayer]

The initial instinct isn't love. It's pure hatred. An adrenaline rush in the worst sort of way. I feel incredibly tense and anxious. Angry at them. Angry at their "preferences." I look at them like how I look at a mirror and it disgusts me. But it's worse than a real mirror. It's more like an interdimensional portal mirror that reflects your soulmate back at you. Something Maleficient would have. And it's a one way thing obviously. A confrontation of self-reflection I can't even achieve when I look at a real mirror. I am numb to myself, the flaws of my body, the years wasted, yet when I look at a woman like that I see what could have been and it makes me panic beyond belief.

This isn't for just any kind of woman, but specifically a unicorn type woman that is my looksmatch, that seems intelligent, aggreable, curious, and introspective. I HATE THEM the most. More than total bimbo whores, cunts, and dykes.

 

[Ellviss]

I feel the same brocel. I feel nothing but hatred towards things I can never get

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I feel the same brocel. I feel nothing but hatred towards things I can never get

I would go as far as to say I don't even hate women that aren't these women. Everything vitrolic I say about women is more geared toward them specifically. It's like I WANT bad foid traits to be true for these women, and if they aren't true it enrages me just as much as it would if it were true.

 

[erenyeager]

Tbh I don't any food would show interest in me as I'm 5'2. All of them would see me as a child, and want no further course of interaction.

 

[Deleted member 27249]

I feel anger and a cold desire for revenge