andinocel
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Seeing all the families. All the couples. Every time this year I remember how about 3 or 4 years ago, I heard a stupid lesbian bitch complaining that she was single on New Years for the first time, and how that was so "hard for her" (something I've been living through my entire fucking adult life).
I hate how in the upcoming New Year, it doesn't seem like I'll have anyone to hang out with other than my stupid family, the same shit I do every motherfucking year. Lurkers reading this might say 'just put yourself out there!', and I have, and have found people I thought were friends, but my stupid asperg-y on the spectrum ass throws people off and they vanish, because I break some stupid unspoken rule or say something blunt, unwittingly "hurting someone's feelings"
It gets lonelier every year as I get older
I hate how in the upcoming New Year, it doesn't seem like I'll have anyone to hang out with other than my stupid family, the same shit I do every motherfucking year. Lurkers reading this might say 'just put yourself out there!', and I have, and have found people I thought were friends, but my stupid asperg-y on the spectrum ass throws people off and they vanish, because I break some stupid unspoken rule or say something blunt, unwittingly "hurting someone's feelings"
It gets lonelier every year as I get older