>23 years old
>4/10 looks wise
>5’8
>Fucked up posture
>Skinny arms, like SpongeBob tier
>Skinny but with some fat
>Eat garbage food, my mom only buys slop.
>Minor but noticeable acne
>I maintain my Teeth but they’re fucked up because I didn’t brush my teeth when I was in middle school and drank a shit ton of soda
>Low intelligence
>Average sized penis but I have phimosis and minor Peyronie's disease.
>Brown hair/brown eyes
>Both my parents are white but I look some what racially ambiguous
>Speech impediments
>Near sighted
>hair looks like complete shit
>No education beyond a high diploma
>Only 2.5 years of work experience at some fast food slop place
>Only got 3 thousand dollars left
>Been unemployed since October
>no car, Cant drive anyway
>No guns
>No knifes
>No computer
>No skills, completely skill less
>Both my parents are in their 50s and are both broke
>Live with my borderline Physically disabled obese mother
>She has a colostomy bag so it constantly smells like shit in our apartment
>Live in my home town, a nice white suburban area but there’s literally nothing to do here unless you wanna spend money and there is nowhere to really meet people
>Chronic doom scroller
>Chronic Masterbaiter
>Addicted to cheap dopamine
>Addicted to this website
>Addicted to my iPhone
>Addicted to YouTube
>Addicted to the YouTube comment section
>Play the same video games over and over
>Don’t know how to change, been doing this for years
>Obsessed with a fictional woman that doesn’t even exist
> I Only want to ascend with her
>constantly thinking about her
>Chronic daydreamer, can’t stop doing it no matter how hard I try
>only know about a few subjects
>Virgin
>Last time I held hands with a girl was in middle school because we had to do dance in PE
>The only time I kissed a foid was when I was five years old and a family friend who was in her 50s randomly kissed me on the mouth because she was drunk
>Never seen a naked foid in person
>My Mind has been ruined and raped by pornography
>No friends
>Don’t speak to anyone besides my mom and sometimes my brother on the phone
>Suicidal but have zero plans to carry it out
>stay up all night posting here or listening to the same music over and over
>the only thing that keeps me going is my stupid hobby that is lego related
I guess the only positives would be
>never smoked
>never drank
>never done any drugs
>No debt
>no criminal record
>No physical disabilities
>got to visit some cool locations in the country when I was younger
I don’t know what to do anymore
