First loss
I call unto the Lady of the Night
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I can literally drain my soul out looksmaxxing. I can spend my days doing just that. I can gymmaxx.
I can become the best version of myself.
I will just not be able to compete with the chads that are chasing her. I can't. It's not fucking physically possible for me to keep up in any fucking way. I'm a nice lad. I listen to her. I help her when she needs it. I'm always there to talk with her. Yet a fucking chad looks at her and she forgets about my very being. If I was only a little taller and good looking I would be hanging out with her now. Fuck.
This is not human. Words can't describe how I feel about this injustice bestowed upon me. I fall in love after two fucking years and get cucked like this. I feel real physical pain regarding this. I can't calm it. I can't cope. I spent three hours outside throwing a knife and coping on this beautiful night and yet I only feel worse. I truly am hopeless.
Doesn't she understands that those fucking chads have like five girls on each finger and that they see her only as a fucking conquest? Maybe she does, but doesn't give a fuck about it, solely because they look good.
I just can't. I need to start smoking or some shit to calm myself. I'm surrounded by motherfucking chads taking her from me. Fuck all of them. I hope they fucking use her in the eyes worst way possible and then leave her to die in a ditch.
Stupid slut.
I can become the best version of myself.
I will just not be able to compete with the chads that are chasing her. I can't. It's not fucking physically possible for me to keep up in any fucking way. I'm a nice lad. I listen to her. I help her when she needs it. I'm always there to talk with her. Yet a fucking chad looks at her and she forgets about my very being. If I was only a little taller and good looking I would be hanging out with her now. Fuck.
This is not human. Words can't describe how I feel about this injustice bestowed upon me. I fall in love after two fucking years and get cucked like this. I feel real physical pain regarding this. I can't calm it. I can't cope. I spent three hours outside throwing a knife and coping on this beautiful night and yet I only feel worse. I truly am hopeless.
Doesn't she understands that those fucking chads have like five girls on each finger and that they see her only as a fucking conquest? Maybe she does, but doesn't give a fuck about it, solely because they look good.
I just can't. I need to start smoking or some shit to calm myself. I'm surrounded by motherfucking chads taking her from me. Fuck all of them. I hope they fucking use her in the eyes worst way possible and then leave her to die in a ditch.
Stupid slut.