It's Over This forum reminds me that I'm doomed whenever I get happy

[OmniVoid]

Once you absorb the blackpill, nothing is ever the same. Whenever I begin to feel alright with my self, I begin to be reminded of my inferior qualities and my past experiences. I've been shit on and ignored by people for years and it continues to this day so I have no reason to feel good about anything.

Do any of you "recover" only to be reminded of your doom?

 

[RollD20]

Nah, you just embrace it.

 

[Wonder]

I never recovered, I just mainly cope through meaningless everyday life.

 

[Insomniac]

I have brief times of happiness but eventually relapse back to sadness.

Bipolar tbh.

 

[Braincel14w]

This forum in combination with seeing myself in photos reminds me of my doom.
My only hope now is to musclemax, thugmax and lowinhibmax which I've never been able to do but Imma keep trying.
Inb4 cope.

 

[Cuyen]

it is just never began for us we are beyond repair