I doubt that they actually despise me and actively want to see me dead. I am practically a hermit with little to no social interaction and most are likely indifferent towards me if not completely unaware of my existence.
Right now, I hardly ever leave the house, but that doesn't mean there hasn't been a time in my life when I did go out.
I suppose that unless your parents had you kidnapped your entire life, your case is the same.
I do not believe most people genuinely want to see others dead solely because that person is ugly/short/etc.
Being an incel is based on being unpleasant to look at for others.
Considering that adults learn to hide their true intentions/emotions towards a person (and when they see that nobody likes you, they don't even bother trying). We have to go back to childhood/adolescence to see what other people really think about you.
And that is what ends up in social ostracism/bullying, almost always instigated by women.
You can live with rejection from men, but not from women. We are designed to reproduce and form a family in order to gain a sense of belonging. We are social creatures.
Women deprive you of that. No woman will give you the opportunity to feel valid. They don't want anything to do with you. You bother them, they almost never look you in the eye, and if they do, you can see in their eyes the fear/disgust/pity they feel towards you.
On top of that, as I said before, I generally feel too exhausted to dedicate mental energy towards actively hating others, especially not half the population. Again, maybe your criteria for "hatred" differs from mine.
I don't waste my energy hating them, I'm just tired of the reactions women have always had towards me. That's what ultimately prevents me from saying that I don't hate them.
I don't see how any of this makes me a fakecel.
If you haven't been experiencing what I said above your whole life, you probably are.
If you can't find reasons to hate women, even though you have been displaced and invalidated, you probably have hormonal problems or other issues.