neverkissed
Baldcel, Wristcel, Ethnic-cel, Autistcel
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- Joined
- Jan 28, 2021
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90% - 4 day ban - This nigga gay!
I just woke up this morning with a banging headache. Reason being I went out last night and got into a couple of clubs.
I couldn't get into many since I was alone (kinda friendless).
In a moment of defeat, I went to a gay bar. An old-ish guy showed me too much attention. Even kissed me on the forehead. Way too uncomfortable!
I changed spots. Girls in there were literally repelled by me lol. I think many were lesbos.
Another guy even offered me to buy me a drink.
And -- Eureka! -- one trans guy eyed me. I didn't have the balls to act on his... sorry, her... interest.
She wasn't super fem and had distinct manly features, like they all do.
So now I know two things: I have no shot at girls at all. Always known that, it's just been confirmed for the 100th time.
But I guess trans girls are a happy medium.
Seriously, if there's such a thing as reverse gay conversion therapy, I want a slight dose of it. Not enough to make me full gay, of course.
I just want to be attracted to traps. That's less shameful in my mind. Or maybe even femboys.
But I can't even get hard for them for fuck's sake.
Argh, I just want some goddamn intimacy. Please!
I couldn't get into many since I was alone (kinda friendless).
In a moment of defeat, I went to a gay bar. An old-ish guy showed me too much attention. Even kissed me on the forehead. Way too uncomfortable!
I changed spots. Girls in there were literally repelled by me lol. I think many were lesbos.
Another guy even offered me to buy me a drink.
And -- Eureka! -- one trans guy eyed me. I didn't have the balls to act on his... sorry, her... interest.
She wasn't super fem and had distinct manly features, like they all do.
So now I know two things: I have no shot at girls at all. Always known that, it's just been confirmed for the 100th time.
But I guess trans girls are a happy medium.
Seriously, if there's such a thing as reverse gay conversion therapy, I want a slight dose of it. Not enough to make me full gay, of course.
I just want to be attracted to traps. That's less shameful in my mind. Or maybe even femboys.
But I can't even get hard for them for fuck's sake.
Argh, I just want some goddamn intimacy. Please!