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HAHA, COPE!
Yeah right. I’m sure things will improve if I give it time, right? Let’s see now. I’ve waited at least 3 years at the bare minimum for an improvement to occur for my mental health and my life in general.
The improvement hasn’t arrived yet. And it hasn’t arrived yet because it doesn’t exist! It’s a lie, a big fat fucking COPE!
Copers heed my words:
THERE IS NO IMPROVEMENT. THERE IS NO “THINGS WILL GET BETTER”. THERE IS NO “YOU ARE YOUNG AND HAVE THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TOO”.
LIFE WILL NOT GET BETTER FOR ME NO MATTER IF IM 18 OR 80 SO STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO KEEP ME AROUND. IM MISERABLE AND WANT TO DIE, SO LET ME FUCKING DIE.
I am suffering from depression, anxiety (diagnosed for both) agoraphobia, OCD, and I have been diagnosed with high functioning autism into adulthood and received no support for it during childhood. You think my autism will just disappear one day? Do you think I’ll be happy again if I just “give it time?”
NO! Anyone who says I’ll be fine or it’ll get better is coping big time. For people like me, life is miserable and hard, and then you die. That’s life. It’s miserable as fuck. Saying my life will improve is like saying to a medieval peasant tied to his Lords estate that he’ll be a wealthy rich man with his own castle some day. It’s cope. It’s bullshit. It will never happen. The odds of it happening are astronomical at the very best.
Stop telling me lies.
Yeah right. I’m sure things will improve if I give it time, right? Let’s see now. I’ve waited at least 3 years at the bare minimum for an improvement to occur for my mental health and my life in general.
The improvement hasn’t arrived yet. And it hasn’t arrived yet because it doesn’t exist! It’s a lie, a big fat fucking COPE!
Copers heed my words:
THERE IS NO IMPROVEMENT. THERE IS NO “THINGS WILL GET BETTER”. THERE IS NO “YOU ARE YOUNG AND HAVE THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TOO”.
LIFE WILL NOT GET BETTER FOR ME NO MATTER IF IM 18 OR 80 SO STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO KEEP ME AROUND. IM MISERABLE AND WANT TO DIE, SO LET ME FUCKING DIE.
I am suffering from depression, anxiety (diagnosed for both) agoraphobia, OCD, and I have been diagnosed with high functioning autism into adulthood and received no support for it during childhood. You think my autism will just disappear one day? Do you think I’ll be happy again if I just “give it time?”
NO! Anyone who says I’ll be fine or it’ll get better is coping big time. For people like me, life is miserable and hard, and then you die. That’s life. It’s miserable as fuck. Saying my life will improve is like saying to a medieval peasant tied to his Lords estate that he’ll be a wealthy rich man with his own castle some day. It’s cope. It’s bullshit. It will never happen. The odds of it happening are astronomical at the very best.
Stop telling me lies.
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