persianoldcel
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- Joined
- Jun 4, 2022
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Greetings, if being in 40s and still incel means oldcel, then an oldcel here. First post here. Who knows what ways it goes but I shoot it here. To understand my inceldom’s severity that’s enough to say that I had no idea what a vagina may look until I was 17s and if it wasn’t for porn from a blurry VHS tape. Yes, that’s a gift you get when you born someplace like this. A place that many might not believe inceldom even exists.
I could never understand the answer they’ve given me, they said it gets easier when you get older. Maybe they didn’t understand the question in the first place! The question was simple, I just asked that I cannot get laid, I cannot find a girl but there’s a feeling inside that urges me to do something about my sexual needs. I want that feeling completely wiped, but how?
You get older, you lose your libido. You get older, your body secretes less testosterone. You get older, you get a better accommodation with your disabilities. You get older, blah blah. I can remember last weekend I felt god so damn helpless about my situation, something which is being repeated for years through and through, something which hurts badly. Simply badly.
I went to doctors many times, asked for help, but as supposed already their medications failed. They just milked me for my money. People around me made fun of me, they told me you go to doctor asking for a remedy for an erected dick. Eventually I got something to turn off the erection but nothing worked on thoughts, that damn feeling, the desire to seek for sex. Maybe I’m a Mentalcel. I don’t know I am completely new to this field of words.
Anyway, I had to start with something. I hope ranting here help me in getting better.
I could never understand the answer they’ve given me, they said it gets easier when you get older. Maybe they didn’t understand the question in the first place! The question was simple, I just asked that I cannot get laid, I cannot find a girl but there’s a feeling inside that urges me to do something about my sexual needs. I want that feeling completely wiped, but how?
You get older, you lose your libido. You get older, your body secretes less testosterone. You get older, you get a better accommodation with your disabilities. You get older, blah blah. I can remember last weekend I felt god so damn helpless about my situation, something which is being repeated for years through and through, something which hurts badly. Simply badly.
I went to doctors many times, asked for help, but as supposed already their medications failed. They just milked me for my money. People around me made fun of me, they told me you go to doctor asking for a remedy for an erected dick. Eventually I got something to turn off the erection but nothing worked on thoughts, that damn feeling, the desire to seek for sex. Maybe I’m a Mentalcel. I don’t know I am completely new to this field of words.
Anyway, I had to start with something. I hope ranting here help me in getting better.