I endured the jokes, I endured the humiliations I supported knowing they took pictures of me to post in their whatsapp group to mock me, and now I listened to my manager saying they will not accept me as full-time employee, they will end with my internship contract after hundreds of promises that I would be an full-time employee.
I did my best, received numerous praises for my work, I endured receiving bully that others did with my appearance believing that honor and good work would save me and my appearance would not be a problem to continue earning money, I was fucking wrong.
My surgerymaxx plan has just been destroyed but this is not the worst, because of the promises to get a full job and earn reasonably well I moved to another university where my course is in night period so that I could work and study at the same time, but the university is expensive, my previous one was free in my country, I left one where I studied without spending money for one that is paid and expensive, now I will run out of money in a maximum of 5 months.
It's over, I wont be able to help my parents anymore, our life was changing for better, they promised me! They said I would make it! I don't know what to do anymore, I'm starting to think it was always a joke, just another one "give him hope, then destroy it, it will even more fun!", how can normies be so evil??? Doesn't matter who it is I would never do this to someone, another human, my life will end because of this.
All my life I was humiliated, physically hurt, but I don't think any of that was more evil than this, how can normies lie to me like that and stab me in the back after I worked so hard and helped them so much, it's over for me if I don't manage to get another job or another interneship before I run out of money. I'm going to kill myself if can't find another job in the next 5-6 months, I wont be a dead weight for my parents.
I did my best, received numerous praises for my work, I endured receiving bully that others did with my appearance believing that honor and good work would save me and my appearance would not be a problem to continue earning money, I was fucking wrong.
My surgerymaxx plan has just been destroyed but this is not the worst, because of the promises to get a full job and earn reasonably well I moved to another university where my course is in night period so that I could work and study at the same time, but the university is expensive, my previous one was free in my country, I left one where I studied without spending money for one that is paid and expensive, now I will run out of money in a maximum of 5 months.
It's over, I wont be able to help my parents anymore, our life was changing for better, they promised me! They said I would make it! I don't know what to do anymore, I'm starting to think it was always a joke, just another one "give him hope, then destroy it, it will even more fun!", how can normies be so evil??? Doesn't matter who it is I would never do this to someone, another human, my life will end because of this.
All my life I was humiliated, physically hurt, but I don't think any of that was more evil than this, how can normies lie to me like that and stab me in the back after I worked so hard and helped them so much, it's over for me if I don't manage to get another job or another interneship before I run out of money. I'm going to kill myself if can't find another job in the next 5-6 months, I wont be a dead weight for my parents.
