TheNEET
mentally crippled by sleepoverless teen years
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One of my favourite My Little Pony episodes is Look Before You Sleep which is basically a sleepover episode. I also love the night train ride scene in Over a Barrel: it's the quintessential soul, such a comfy scene.
Sleepovers are the pinnacle of human casual interactions and they've been denied to me. I'll never just fool around with my friends, slightly sleep deprived but running on energy drinks and unhealthy snacks. Just babbling about nonsense, playing silly games and feeling the dopamine flushing my brain.
Even if I suddenly became pretty and NT, there's no way to make up for it. There's no sane adult man who'd fancy an adult sleepover party. My safest bet would be either insane soymaxxers or fucking furries who'd either rape me or traumatize me by pulling shit like flashing adult diapers.
My only chance of experiencing such intense dopamine rush has been lost just because I'm not pretty or NT enough. I'll never be a child just fooling around with his friends. It's completely over. I can never be satisfied without this critical experience. The only approximation is spending time in a pub with friends but that's not the same and it's still impossible in the current climate: it's probably illegal to make men-only gatherings now, foids have to put their noses in everything. The only somewhat sane people my age are usually tradlarpers who'd consider me degenerate for watching MLP.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1V7utCUmS8
Sleepovers are the pinnacle of human casual interactions and they've been denied to me. I'll never just fool around with my friends, slightly sleep deprived but running on energy drinks and unhealthy snacks. Just babbling about nonsense, playing silly games and feeling the dopamine flushing my brain.
Even if I suddenly became pretty and NT, there's no way to make up for it. There's no sane adult man who'd fancy an adult sleepover party. My safest bet would be either insane soymaxxers or fucking furries who'd either rape me or traumatize me by pulling shit like flashing adult diapers.
My only chance of experiencing such intense dopamine rush has been lost just because I'm not pretty or NT enough. I'll never be a child just fooling around with his friends. It's completely over. I can never be satisfied without this critical experience. The only approximation is spending time in a pub with friends but that's not the same and it's still impossible in the current climate: it's probably illegal to make men-only gatherings now, foids have to put their noses in everything. The only somewhat sane people my age are usually tradlarpers who'd consider me degenerate for watching MLP.
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1V7utCUmS8