Every important developmental milestone is gone, and we missed on them due to our conditions, genes, looks and upbringing.
We are trapped in this realm of misery while we try to remain strong in a world that only brings disgrace for us.
There's no escape from this situation. No miracle will ever save us because we had the bad luck. No pussy or genuine human treatment could ever revert the fact that we are undesirable and disgraced.
A peaceful death is all that i wish for in this very moment. Imagine being obligated to go outside and being insecure the entire time, because you know that something bad will happen to you because of your looks.
Normality is not observed in my appearence. There's only abnormality and subhumanity in it. God can't change the way i am and the way you are.
You were predestined to be undesirable and unlovable. No source of "salvation" could ever bring us to be functional and desirable. Only salvation is death.
You are just a blank and strange creature, just like me. No one wants to befriend you in real life. No female even wants to ever be friends with you and me. No one will ever love you and me. We are just disposable for them.
I carry the burden that i never wanted to have, and this not only brings me down deeper in the abysm, but this brings other people down with me too.
I never wanted to end up like this, now i'm obligated to live every single day knowing that i will die alone.
If you are fucked up, there's no escape from it. You didn't chose this. Every single attempt to bring hope into the table, It's as pathetic as believing that there are a exit from our chains of inceldom.
The only thing that i know since i entered highschool and adolescence is disgrace and misfortune. From it, i recognise that there are much more decades of this miserable life to me to still survive, and to unfortunately, be alive.
This is no life. I did not lived. I lost everything. I'm not human for anyone. I don't have any salvation, and there's no miracle in this world that could bring me to normalcy, but it's too late.
We lost everything. We only received negative reinforcement our entire lives. We were only looked down upon every single moment. As i reflect while writing this, i certainly know that suffering will always follow those who didn't chose to end up like this, whenever and forever.
Those who think the fault is ours and those who think that we deserve to get blamed for it doesn't understand that we had lots of circumstances where we couldn't control shit about the development of our mind, looks, environment and genes.
We had so many disgrace in our lives that they genuinely think that we deserve all of their BS arguments and distorted logic, alongside with their scoundrel.
Everything needs to burn and explode, and i wish that i didn't had to be forced to listen by a fucking normaloid that i don't have salvation. I didn't wanted this life. I never wanted to be a burden to anyone. Salvation is for the at peace with life. I'm not at peace with this life and existence. Every waking moment as the days goes by is to realize that we are deep rooted into disgrace and misery. And i can't believe that i have more decades to live in this existence, therefore this means that a lot of brutal shit will happen anyway. It's inevitable.
We are trapped in this realm of misery while we try to remain strong in a world that only brings disgrace for us.
There's no escape from this situation. No miracle will ever save us because we had the bad luck. No pussy or genuine human treatment could ever revert the fact that we are undesirable and disgraced.
A peaceful death is all that i wish for in this very moment. Imagine being obligated to go outside and being insecure the entire time, because you know that something bad will happen to you because of your looks.
Normality is not observed in my appearence. There's only abnormality and subhumanity in it. God can't change the way i am and the way you are.
You were predestined to be undesirable and unlovable. No source of "salvation" could ever bring us to be functional and desirable. Only salvation is death.
You are just a blank and strange creature, just like me. No one wants to befriend you in real life. No female even wants to ever be friends with you and me. No one will ever love you and me. We are just disposable for them.
I carry the burden that i never wanted to have, and this not only brings me down deeper in the abysm, but this brings other people down with me too.
I never wanted to end up like this, now i'm obligated to live every single day knowing that i will die alone.
If you are fucked up, there's no escape from it. You didn't chose this. Every single attempt to bring hope into the table, It's as pathetic as believing that there are a exit from our chains of inceldom.
The only thing that i know since i entered highschool and adolescence is disgrace and misfortune. From it, i recognise that there are much more decades of this miserable life to me to still survive, and to unfortunately, be alive.
This is no life. I did not lived. I lost everything. I'm not human for anyone. I don't have any salvation, and there's no miracle in this world that could bring me to normalcy, but it's too late.
We lost everything. We only received negative reinforcement our entire lives. We were only looked down upon every single moment. As i reflect while writing this, i certainly know that suffering will always follow those who didn't chose to end up like this, whenever and forever.
Those who think the fault is ours and those who think that we deserve to get blamed for it doesn't understand that we had lots of circumstances where we couldn't control shit about the development of our mind, looks, environment and genes.
We had so many disgrace in our lives that they genuinely think that we deserve all of their BS arguments and distorted logic, alongside with their scoundrel.
Everything needs to burn and explode, and i wish that i didn't had to be forced to listen by a fucking normaloid that i don't have salvation. I didn't wanted this life. I never wanted to be a burden to anyone. Salvation is for the at peace with life. I'm not at peace with this life and existence. Every waking moment as the days goes by is to realize that we are deep rooted into disgrace and misery. And i can't believe that i have more decades to live in this existence, therefore this means that a lot of brutal shit will happen anyway. It's inevitable.
