Venting There's just no point in living as an unloved, ugly, low iq mentally ill man

[Minamoto]

I'm just so sick and tired of this shit. I'm tired of trying and failing. I'm tired of nothing changing. I'm tired of the never ending hordes of people who won't hesistate to blame you for everything wrong with your life.

It just feels almost surreal that there are people out there with life in their eyes and good looks. People who never have to deal with being fucked by OCD or any other terrible mental illness. People who are actually fucking loved, meanwhile you and I struggle to get a girl's attention.

I dont get why it had to be so difficult for me to get a girlfriend. I just want to be held and kissed. Sex hardly even registers with me, courtesy of my parents mutilating my penis (and the awesome society that sanctions that shit). I bet it wouldn't feel all that great lol

It's just so tiring. There's genuinely nothing to live for. My future is going to be working either hard labour, slopdonalds wagecuckin' it, or some sort of night shift ghoul shit. I'll wear the same shitty clothes, walk around with my scarred up mutilated dick, and count the days till the next rehab room/dbdr video. It's fucking over. I'm gonna unironically try and get myself euthanized.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Spite. Spite is my motivation to continue living. Make others' lives hardER if you have the ability to.

 

[THE TRUE DIGLET]

Spite. Spite is my motivation to continue living. Make others' lives hardER if you have the ability to.

cope

 

[Minamoto]

whats your iq

too low

 

[InceldianWarrior]

geomax ? mail order bride ?
Even if she divorces you in 10 years at least you got 10 years of non-misery

 

[Fifita]

Only existence i have known

 

[Freixel]

The only hope is revolution

 

[Minamoto]

geomax ? mail order bride ?
Even if she divorces you in 10 years at least you got 10 years of non-misery

I actually have strongly considered geomaxxing. I'm sorta white passing so it could potentially work. It does take a lot of effort to do though, because it's not as a easy as booking a plane ticket to another country, unless you want hook-ups or some short term flings.

You need an income, a visa, and at least some working knowledge of the local language and culture. This barrier to entry is good news for serious geomaxxers, because it filters out most people. You have a competitive advantage, in other words.

Nothing like that applies with a mail order bride though (or taking your acquired through geomaxxing gf/wife to the west); that's just asking for trouble once she arrives in the west. You're on the hook for half your assets and alimony once the inevitable divorce happens after she gets her citizenship. Doubly over if you have kids.

Anyway, idk what else to add. I am working though my problems a little (don't really want to talk about it much on a public forum). This was just more of a vent post. I am still feeling extremely defeated by life tbh but I'm just taking it day by day right now.

Only existence i have known

The only hope is revolution

With the current level of social dysfunction, it's certainly looking like it.

 

[Profligate]

Eh just make life comfy for yourself. My rent is cheap and my job is fairly easy and I have plenty of copes. Life is pretty good for someone in my situation

 

[Minamoto]

Eh just make life comfy for yourself. My rent is cheap and my job is fairly easy and I have plenty of copes. Life is pretty good for someone in my situation

That doesn't sound too bad brocel. Everything is super expensive where I live lol

 

[faded]

Goddamn brutal!

 

[Profligate]

That doesn't sound too bad brocel. Everything is super expensive where I live lol

I got pretty lucky with the place I rent. It's the cheapest in the area and not a complete shithole also my landlord didn't increase my rent that much recently because I've been a good goy who always pays on time

 

[SteelCentaur]

Watch 'Perfect Days', it's about an oldcel who finds ways to continue coping with life.

 

[faded]

I got pretty lucky with the place I rent. It's the cheapest in the area and not a complete shithole also my landlord didn't increase my rent that much recently because I've been a good goy who always pays on time

Be careful gentile ((((((we)))))) are always watchign

 

[Profligate]

Be careful gentile ((((((we)))))) are always watchign

Get lost jew

 

[all this time]

I'm just so sick and tired of this shit. I'm tired of trying and failing. I'm tired of nothing changing. I'm tired of the never ending hordes of people who won't hesistate to blame you for everything wrong with your life.

It just feels almost surreal that there are people out there with life in their eyes and good looks. People who never have to deal with being fucked by OCD or any other terrible mental illness. People who are actually fucking loved, meanwhile you and I struggle to get a girl's attention.

I dont get why it had to be so difficult for me to get a girlfriend. I just want to be held and kissed. Sex hardly even registers with me, courtesy of my parents mutilating my penis (and the awesome society that sanctions that shit). I bet it wouldn't feel all that great lol

It's just so tiring. There's genuinely nothing to live for. My future is going to be working either hard labour, slopdonalds wagecuckin' it, or some sort of night shift ghoul shit. I'll wear the same shitty clothes, walk around with my scarred up mutilated dick, and count the days till the next rehab room/dbdr video. It's fucking over. I'm gonna unironically try and get myself euthanized.

are you tired or are you mad? it sounds to me like youre fed up with this joke of a life , which means you gotta start changing shit, if you have energy for these threads you have energy to get moving imo

 

[faded]

Get lost jew

I’ll make sure you never touching a vagina without paying up $$$$$

 

[Minamoto]

are you tired or are you mad? it sounds to me like youre fed up with this joke of a life , which means you gotta start changing shit, if you have energy for these threads you have energy to get moving imo

I completely agree. Like I mentioned in a previous reply, I am working on changing this shit life I have. Don't really wanna say too much though, this being a public forum and all. But yeah, it's all you can realistically do.

And yeah, maybe a mixture of tired and upset. The blackpill never leaves you after you learn it and truly internalize it. It's just frustrating how unfair and fucked up life can be. It's all just seems like a really sad joke.

But anyway, I guess I was just wanting to vent a little. This little forum is the only place I feel like I sort of belong.

 

[Minamoto]

Leave them, cut them all off.

Yep, best you can do is get away from them because you'll almost never see eye to eye.

Goddamn brutal!

ovER

I got pretty lucky with the place I rent. It's the cheapest in the area and not a complete shithole also my landlord didn't increase my rent that much recently because I've been a good goy who always pays on time

That's good to hear. Rent is so fucking expensive nowadays.

Watch 'Perfect Days', it's about an oldcel who finds ways to continue coping with life.

ty for the suggestion

 

[all this time]

I completely agree. Like I mentioned in a previous reply, I am working on changing this shit life I have. Don't really wanna say too much though, this being a public forum and all. But yeah, it's all you can realistically do.

change always strts with being fed up with your situation, the worse is when youre so apathetic and numb to life that you cant even channel that energy for change, its good youre tired of this bs

And yeah, maybe a mixture of tired and upset. The blackpill never leaves you after you learn it and truly internalize it. It's just frustrating how unfair and fucked up life can be. It's all just seems like a really sad joke.

blackpill for sure never leaves you, but you can use it to your advantage because yk the motives and psychology behind a lot of your everyday life and how the world works. life is unfair and for us trucels we must grit our teeth and push through unless we want to fall and lay like submissive low t cucks for the world. its a joke but when you realize deep in your soul how much of a joke it is you also feel a sense of relief(as long as its not too much to bare)

But anyway, I guess I was just wanting to vent a little. This little forum is the only place I feel like I sort of belong.

 

[faded]

Yep, best you can do is get away from them because you'll almost never see eye to eye.

ovER

That's good to hear. Rent is so fucking expensive nowadays.

ty for the suggestion

Yeah rent is expensive because you refuse to support socialism rent control anti billionaire

 

[screwthefbi]

Yeah I my future is likely going to be single while working hard af for nothing, hopefully my inhibidence lowers enough for me to rope eventually

 

[InceldianWarrior]

You're on the hook for half your assets

I don't know enough about american law but I'm really surprised it's that easy. Are prenups seriously that weak in the USA ?
Don't you have a marriage that keeps all assets separate ?

I am working though my problems a little (don't really want to talk about it much on a public forum)

Very understandable, hope you get through whatever it is regardless.