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formerincel
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I know I'll get hate for this but I think I should post it to maybe change some of you guys' minds. I used to think there was no hope for me either but then ... well, things happened.
I'm maybe a 3/10, ugly, fat and short with a small dick and bad social anxiety. I was a KHHV until 19 when a desperate 40something cougar gave me pity sex. Fast forward to 5 months ago: 21 y/o, never had a girlfriend, careercel. Saw a girl on okcupid. Liked and messaged her but had no hope. A real Stacy, 18 y/o virgin, easily 8/10, exactly my type. By some miracle she matched me and messaged me back. Thought she had to be a catfish but she agreed to meet up. When I met her I was stunned: huge boobs, narrow waist, round ass. I could barely talk to her but she seemed into me and tried to keep the conversation going. She was really intelligent and funny and we had a lot of common interests. By the end of the date I worked up the courage to kiss her and she liked it. I took her virginity on the 3rd date. Now we've been together for almost 5 months and she shows no signs of wanting to leave me for a chad. We're really happy together.
I never really got the more extreme side of the incel community. I in no way think women are inherently inferior or advocate rape or think women owe me sex or any of that bullshit people love to call out about us. Call me bluepilled but I'd rather be that than miserable or an asshole. My gf always says she's most attracted to my personality and I know that sounds like total bs but there is literally nothing else for her to be attracted to.
So ... maybe not all is lost? She restored my faith in humanity and in women. I'm convinced there are others like her out there, sweet girls ready to put out for incels like us. I hope you all find them someday.
I'm maybe a 3/10, ugly, fat and short with a small dick and bad social anxiety. I was a KHHV until 19 when a desperate 40something cougar gave me pity sex. Fast forward to 5 months ago: 21 y/o, never had a girlfriend, careercel. Saw a girl on okcupid. Liked and messaged her but had no hope. A real Stacy, 18 y/o virgin, easily 8/10, exactly my type. By some miracle she matched me and messaged me back. Thought she had to be a catfish but she agreed to meet up. When I met her I was stunned: huge boobs, narrow waist, round ass. I could barely talk to her but she seemed into me and tried to keep the conversation going. She was really intelligent and funny and we had a lot of common interests. By the end of the date I worked up the courage to kiss her and she liked it. I took her virginity on the 3rd date. Now we've been together for almost 5 months and she shows no signs of wanting to leave me for a chad. We're really happy together.
I never really got the more extreme side of the incel community. I in no way think women are inherently inferior or advocate rape or think women owe me sex or any of that bullshit people love to call out about us. Call me bluepilled but I'd rather be that than miserable or an asshole. My gf always says she's most attracted to my personality and I know that sounds like total bs but there is literally nothing else for her to be attracted to.
So ... maybe not all is lost? She restored my faith in humanity and in women. I'm convinced there are others like her out there, sweet girls ready to put out for incels like us. I hope you all find them someday.