Brutal There is no future.

[twascilk99]

It just hit me. There is no future. The only thing there is is decaying health, meaningless copes, and rotting heart and brain. I feel like I'm slowly imploding before I burst. Collapsing into my own body until it can't take the pressure anymore.

I feel like my life is a test of how much a man can take.

I know exactly zero people, and I haven't left the house in months. I survive on whatever my mom puts on the table or the food I get delivered.

Nobody ever messaged me for personal reason. Ever. Not even once.

Nobody ever came up to talk to me randomly for personal reason.

I could have dealt with it, but not anymore. Not after I experienced what the life of a regular human is like. I only experienced it through long, more than decade long alternate personalities of myself that I created in order to cope with life. In other words I trained myself to believe I'm somebody else. I trained myself to use this illusion in order to feel better. Its been like a weird mechanism of mine turning on and off between times of realisation.

Im so far gone i don't think there's coming back.


my surgery is set for about a year from now.

i will try.

but i think the damage is more than my face.

and it can't heal

what a sad motherfucking life.

 

[Fantasea]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKRH1LNV8EI

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I feel like my life is a test of how much a man can take.

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[twascilk99]

brutal 24 hour period. one of the most brutal in long time.

imagine spending your whole day gasping for breath with a cardio-level pulse even though you're laying flat on the floor or bed

its not depression it's realisation.

and my view on my life has never been clearer

 

[Icarus]

brutal 24 hour period. one of the most brutal in long time.

imagine spending your whole day gasping for breath with a cardio-level pulse even though you're laying flat on the floor or bed

its not depression it's realisation.

and my view on my life has never been clearer

 

[Choler]

whats ur height, race and face rating/10

also im suffering a lot too, suffered all my life, im in dispair and agony 24/7

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

No future for ur face

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Being an incel feels like waiting to die. This isn't living.

 

[Incelist]

Being an incel feels like waiting to die. This isn't living.

Holy shit, you hit the mark 100%. I can't think of what I am living for. All I do is go to work, save money, do the basic chores and then waste my time. How in the fuck is this even living??

 

[DutchCel01]

Thats life in general, its insignificant

 

[MediumDiploma]

Born into poverty. We live in poverty. Some people are lucky as fuck

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Born into poverty. We live in poverty. Some people are lucky as fuck

 

[MediumDiploma]

Shitttt

 

[m3nt4Lbl0ck3d]

I feel like my life is a test of how much a man (without love or acceptance) can take.

This is exactly what it is.

 

[Emba]

Born into poverty. We live in poverty. Some people are lucky as fuck

This is exactly what it is.

 

[the kurdish loner]

Nobody ever messaged me for personal reason. Ever.

Truecel trait

 

[B33troot]

Incels exist only to suffer.

 

[psycho123]

everything was decided in the beginning. we just happened to be on the unlucky side.

 

[twascilk99]

whats ur height, race and face rating/10

also im suffering a lot too, suffered all my life, im in dispair and agony 24/7

3/10 face (4/10 sniffing copium or at my absolute very best)

2/10 body (genetically grotesque physique)

176cm / 5'9

despair and agony is the core of my existence

 

[Choler]

3/10 face (4/10 sniffing copium or at my absolute very best)

2/10 body (genetically grotesque physique)

176cm / 5'9

despair and agony is the core of my existence

brutal man, im sorry

 

[twascilk99]

im tired of being called a:

reject
lowlife
loser
degenerate
useless

i am sick and tired of it

i am all those to them and my only sin is existing in this cruel world.

i never chose to be born as the person i am.

 

[MediumDiploma]

im tired of being called a:

reject
lowlife
loser
degenerate
useless

i am sick and tired of it

i am all those to them and my only sin is existing in this cruel world.

i never chose to be born as the person i am.

Rotten reality. Life is shit and foids personalities are shit, as well as the simps that sacrifice for her.

 

[NT's Aren't People]

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It just hit me. There is no future. The only thing there is is decaying health, meaningless copes, and rotting heart and brain. I feel like I'm slowly imploding before I burst. Collapsing into my own body until it can't take the pressure anymore.

I feel like my life is a test of how much a man can take.

I know exactly zero people, and I haven't left the house in months. I survive on whatever my mom puts on the table or the food I get delivered.

Nobody ever messaged me for personal reason. Ever. Not even once.

Nobody ever came up to talk to me randomly for personal reason.

I could have dealt with it, but not anymore. Not after I experienced what the life of a regular human is like. I only experienced it through long, more than decade long alternate personalities of myself that I created in order to cope with life. In other words I trained myself to believe I'm somebody else. I trained myself to use this illusion in order to feel better. Its been like a weird mechanism of mine turning on and off between times of realisation.

Im so far gone i don't think there's coming back.


my surgery is set for about a year from now.

i will try.

but i think the damage is more than my face.

and it can't heal

what a sad motherfucking life.

im hoping androids or augmented reality can start getting good by 2050 if not its over