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One day, I just said fuck it.
I stopped even trying to use copes.
I just wanted to dwell in my own hell.
Working out, video games……just became something to do to fill time.
These things provided no relief.
I was dissolved down to the basic desire to thrust my penis into a foids vagina.
And that is all that mattered.
Of course, I know I will never get a girlfriend.
But, I was just done trying to overlook and avoid the issue.
I chose to just embrace my suffering and let myself burn.
No longer pretending to care about anything else except pussy.
At the same time, I know that I will never get sex, unless I just hire an escort.
I stopped even trying to use copes.
I just wanted to dwell in my own hell.
Working out, video games……just became something to do to fill time.
These things provided no relief.
I was dissolved down to the basic desire to thrust my penis into a foids vagina.
And that is all that mattered.
Of course, I know I will never get a girlfriend.
But, I was just done trying to overlook and avoid the issue.
I chose to just embrace my suffering and let myself burn.
No longer pretending to care about anything else except pussy.
At the same time, I know that I will never get sex, unless I just hire an escort.
