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There ARE people in this world who unironically look so fucking GOOD, there's a force of overwhelming beauty flowing in some parts of the universe, people like me have NONE of it while some people have A LOT of it
I can't even begin to imagine what goes on in their head, it must be the closest state to heaven, imagine you wake up NOT from a traumatizing nightmare and feel like a truck ran over your body, you look in the mirror and actually LIKE what you see, there's a strong permanent sense of security and tranquillity protecting your ego at all times, you just KNOW you fucking MOG, you KNOW you're not even slightly ugly, you just CAN'T LOSE because you already won everything at birth, you're untouchable, even GOD can't defeat your ego
And the unbiased truth is, they aren't even bad people..., they didn't do anything to win good looks just like we didn't do anything to deserve ugly looks, they weren't even selectively bred like the eugenics crazis think, they just ARE
Today I saw a mongoloid foid with giga model-tier facial bones, I looked at her eyes for a moment and I saw the total 180° reverse of my entire life, no insecurity, no pain, just pure security and tranquillity, enjoying their existence at all times and feeling they have actual WORTH and not apologizing to the world for their existence, their beauty overpowers everything wrong around them, their face is a safe space in this cursed world, you can look at them for hours and not get tired of it while if I glance at my own reflection for a millisecond it immediately sends me to the bottom of a nihilistic abyss
How can people whose looks resemble demigods walk the same earth as a piece of shit infra-subhuman like me? the contrast is so fucking cruel and demoralizing, and the uglier you are and more you hate yourself, the stronger your attraction to beautiful people is, no benevolent God can ever explain this.
I can't even begin to imagine what goes on in their head, it must be the closest state to heaven, imagine you wake up NOT from a traumatizing nightmare and feel like a truck ran over your body, you look in the mirror and actually LIKE what you see, there's a strong permanent sense of security and tranquillity protecting your ego at all times, you just KNOW you fucking MOG, you KNOW you're not even slightly ugly, you just CAN'T LOSE because you already won everything at birth, you're untouchable, even GOD can't defeat your ego
And the unbiased truth is, they aren't even bad people..., they didn't do anything to win good looks just like we didn't do anything to deserve ugly looks, they weren't even selectively bred like the eugenics crazis think, they just ARE
Today I saw a mongoloid foid with giga model-tier facial bones, I looked at her eyes for a moment and I saw the total 180° reverse of my entire life, no insecurity, no pain, just pure security and tranquillity, enjoying their existence at all times and feeling they have actual WORTH and not apologizing to the world for their existence, their beauty overpowers everything wrong around them, their face is a safe space in this cursed world, you can look at them for hours and not get tired of it while if I glance at my own reflection for a millisecond it immediately sends me to the bottom of a nihilistic abyss
How can people whose looks resemble demigods walk the same earth as a piece of shit infra-subhuman like me? the contrast is so fucking cruel and demoralizing, and the uglier you are and more you hate yourself, the stronger your attraction to beautiful people is, no benevolent God can ever explain this.
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