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Myself, when I was, 5-6: got expelled a lot of times from school due to hitting my classmates, insulting teachers, eating chalk to get sick, etc., poor social skills, didn't know how to respect turns, etc.
Myself, when I was 7/8/9: burping and farting everywhere and all the time, hitting and bitting my classmates, couldn't hold a conversation, obsessed with videogames, impulssive, would throw the content of my bag when entering class, didn't sit in my chair (I sat in the floor), didn't have social skills, couldn't behave normally, would say mean things to people, almost repeated third grade due to bad behaviour, didn't know how to play, or how to respect turns, still had friends, for some reason, etc.
Myself, when I was 9/10: stopped burping, but was still farting, better understanding of social interactions, but I still had huge issues with it, had the first girl to crush on me (first understanding of love), stopped throwing my things in class and started to sit in my chair, still had friends, began to get better grades, but had a lot of trouble with studying (ADHD), first apparition of sexual interest (pornographic images. My parents caught me and they banned me from using the Internet.
), etc.
Myself with 11/12: same as 9-10, but with better social skills. When I was a kid, I was extroverted, but, then, the teenagers years came.
Myself with 12/13: was still farting and eating my boogers, so people began to bully me. I got into a legal fight because I was cyber bullied. I almost murdered a classmate by trying to hit him with a plate on his head. I was stopped, thankfully (this happen within the first months). After the first trimester, I changed: I developed some better social skills, stopped farting (this happened due to an intolerance towards milk) and eating my boogers, began to make friends, I apologised to my classmates and forgive them, but after the bullying, I began to act much less extroverted, with a bit of fear towards people, in general.
Myself, with 13/14: the same as the last months of the past year, but with improved social skills (though more introverted). Even a girl of my class said that she was amazed with how I changed and everything.
Myself, with 14/15: same as 13/14, but with better social skills, though I was treated like garbage by some guys and girls from my class because I was different. At this age I began to get into the idea of suicide. Was kind of bullied by some people for being different.
Myself, with 15 (end of therapy): my therapist (social security) thought that I was already finished (I've felt that I should've been going to therapy for more time, but meh. At 15 I began to hang out with people for the first time.
I'm here thanks to therapy. Even though I feel that I should've learnt about flirting, understanding love, identifying it, about how to get attention etc., I'm a member of society thanks to therapy. So no, therapy is not cope.
I still would like to be extroverted, but I can't anymore. At least I can be a member of society... I know my problem was always being low IQ and autistic.
Myself, when I was 7/8/9: burping and farting everywhere and all the time, hitting and bitting my classmates, couldn't hold a conversation, obsessed with videogames, impulssive, would throw the content of my bag when entering class, didn't sit in my chair (I sat in the floor), didn't have social skills, couldn't behave normally, would say mean things to people, almost repeated third grade due to bad behaviour, didn't know how to play, or how to respect turns, still had friends, for some reason, etc.
Myself, when I was 9/10: stopped burping, but was still farting, better understanding of social interactions, but I still had huge issues with it, had the first girl to crush on me (first understanding of love), stopped throwing my things in class and started to sit in my chair, still had friends, began to get better grades, but had a lot of trouble with studying (ADHD), first apparition of sexual interest (pornographic images. My parents caught me and they banned me from using the Internet.
), etc.Myself with 11/12: same as 9-10, but with better social skills. When I was a kid, I was extroverted, but, then, the teenagers years came.
Myself with 12/13: was still farting and eating my boogers, so people began to bully me. I got into a legal fight because I was cyber bullied. I almost murdered a classmate by trying to hit him with a plate on his head. I was stopped, thankfully (this happen within the first months). After the first trimester, I changed: I developed some better social skills, stopped farting (this happened due to an intolerance towards milk) and eating my boogers, began to make friends, I apologised to my classmates and forgive them, but after the bullying, I began to act much less extroverted, with a bit of fear towards people, in general.
Myself, with 13/14: the same as the last months of the past year, but with improved social skills (though more introverted). Even a girl of my class said that she was amazed with how I changed and everything.
Myself, with 14/15: same as 13/14, but with better social skills, though I was treated like garbage by some guys and girls from my class because I was different. At this age I began to get into the idea of suicide. Was kind of bullied by some people for being different.
Myself, with 15 (end of therapy): my therapist (social security) thought that I was already finished (I've felt that I should've been going to therapy for more time, but meh. At 15 I began to hang out with people for the first time.
I'm here thanks to therapy. Even though I feel that I should've learnt about flirting, understanding love, identifying it, about how to get attention etc., I'm a member of society thanks to therapy. So no, therapy is not cope.
I still would like to be extroverted, but I can't anymore. At least I can be a member of society... I know my problem was always being low IQ and autistic.
