Just recently dropping in here and there to see if anyone cared and no one in 3½ month did. I have dozens of followers I thought it meant they were intrigued by what I had to say thus at least notice I was gone but despite being very active on this forum and another suicide forum only 1 person in 3½ month had asked about my well being and now @FinnCel after almost 4 months. I thought people cared more I was wrong.
And yes TheGoodGuy USED to own guns my last hobby but the police took them the 12th of June so I can´t go shooting with my father and brother and talk to members in the gun club which was my only social interaction and that would only be like 2 times a month. The police didn´t find anything illegal on any of my devices e.g. pc, laptop, smartphone, external harddrive and the investigation is over but they took my guns and a bowie knife that was a gift from my dad since you need a permission from the police to own that too. So if any from the police would be watching this nope I don´t own any weapons anymore you took them from me.