The worst thing about it all is my fear of roping, the unwillingness to do what’s right turns into self induced helplessness

[Clavicus Vile]

If I could rope then none of this would matter, but when you’re too scared to do it because you’re worried about failure, your life will drag on.

I should’ve been dead many years ago, I’d be at peace right now. But I’m still here because I can’t do what’s right.

To have the solution right in front of you and still not be able to take it is crazy.

 

[|R12|]

When a motive is not enough, motivation is lacking.​