Being outside in the summer in an undershirt. Enjoy the landscape. Look behind beautiful women while you enjoy a coffee. live a problem-free life, a simple one. not a lot of money but a nice and happy one. Something I will never have because I don't dare leave my room. Enjoying life outside with sunglasses is something I unfortunately can't do. For days I've been living in my fantasy and imagining myself living a normal life, having finished my studies, traveling around the world and having fun and enjoying it. I live almost exclusively in my imagination. I don't think I'm really living at all. Someone hooked me up to a machine and I'm just dreaming and thinking it's real. In reality I'm sitting in my cold room and jerking off. lie in bed and feel lonely. Imagine myself flying to Argentina on the run because I lead such an action-packed life (Thomas Drach style). Everyone is proud of me and I lead a nice life with the money, have a wife and secretly other women on the side. Then I wake up and am back in cold reality.
