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I have walked through the darkest valley.
I just watched Blade Runner.
At the end, Rutger Hauer saves Harrison Ford.
Even though Ford was trying to kill him.
At the end Hauers character loved all life, even Fords.
That is how it feels to me now.
I have had so many attempts on my life I feel like I’ve lived my life in a warzone.
For so long, I met hostility with hostility.
But I have risen.
I do not wish harm on my enemies.
It is still super stressful to live in danger, but I have become better adapted to it over time.
I throw out my trash every night to keep the rats and mice away.
But I will not put traps out to hurt them.
It is a love of life that comes from living in fear.
I just watched Blade Runner.
At the end, Rutger Hauer saves Harrison Ford.
Even though Ford was trying to kill him.
At the end Hauers character loved all life, even Fords.
That is how it feels to me now.
I have had so many attempts on my life I feel like I’ve lived my life in a warzone.
For so long, I met hostility with hostility.
But I have risen.
I do not wish harm on my enemies.
It is still super stressful to live in danger, but I have become better adapted to it over time.
I throw out my trash every night to keep the rats and mice away.
But I will not put traps out to hurt them.
It is a love of life that comes from living in fear.
