currycel102
currycel
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- Joined
- Aug 13, 2021
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I'm 20 and KHHV. Just the thought that guys younger than me have experienced so much more in relation to women is ultimate suicide fuel. I've only recently completed the "stage" of driving alone with a woman. Meanwhile there are 15 year old boys who have kissed, hugged, held hands with, and fucked women.
I feel like I'm so far behind. Even if over the years I slowly advance into the stages of holding hands or hugging or kissing, that shit could happen when I'm 35, I'll be so far gone, too emotionally and socially stunted to have a proper relationship. In fact, I'm already probably too far gone as a 20 year old KHHV.
I feel like I'm wasting what are supposed to be the best years of my life. Every single hour, day, week, month I spend just making no progress in terms of ascending. It all feels like a giant waste of time. I've heard countless stories of anons who say that they were KHHV at 20 and thought, "No problem, I'm still young, my 20s will be great, I just have to keep trying, my life has only begun!" and they wake up the next day and are a 30 year old KHHV. The years have gone by so fast. Only now, they're balding, losing sex drive, and becoming weaker.
I feel like I'm so far behind. Even if over the years I slowly advance into the stages of holding hands or hugging or kissing, that shit could happen when I'm 35, I'll be so far gone, too emotionally and socially stunted to have a proper relationship. In fact, I'm already probably too far gone as a 20 year old KHHV.
I feel like I'm wasting what are supposed to be the best years of my life. Every single hour, day, week, month I spend just making no progress in terms of ascending. It all feels like a giant waste of time. I've heard countless stories of anons who say that they were KHHV at 20 and thought, "No problem, I'm still young, my 20s will be great, I just have to keep trying, my life has only begun!" and they wake up the next day and are a 30 year old KHHV. The years have gone by so fast. Only now, they're balding, losing sex drive, and becoming weaker.