Blackpill The Surreal Experience Of Being Black Pilled Before Being Aware Of The Black Pill

[BlkPillPres]

Today I was reminded of a time when I was actually black pilled, before even being aware of the concept, and looking back its actually this weird confusing experience where something "feels ruined" for you, but you aren't quite aware of why yet, but it dawns upon you after some time, and after that there's no going back

I used to watch this ecchi anime called "To Love Ru", was one of my favs, then there was this episode where Saruyama (Rito's friend) who can't get a girl to save his life could only get an alien skunk woman or something (can't quite remember) to fall for him, I remember how that episode hit me, I could laugh at the comedy aspect of the anime no longer, it could no longer appeal to me, because in that episode I think even Rito insulted him and put him down as a loser, I realized Saruyama was the butt of the joke of this entire series, and even the principal, because they were unattractive and undesirable, I realized I was basically Saruyama, the series was no longer funny, the ecchi scenes felt like I was just being mocked, because I realized this shit was just depicting Chad's life and I was coping and living vicariously through the "protagonist" characters, but I was just the side character friend all along, I could no longer cope with ecchi anime, the veil was lifted, the "magic" of it all ruined, the illusion destroyed, once you get that realization there's no going back, you are going to be conscious of what you are doing now

The episode - Name of it is "Saruyama The Gift" (Episode 18)

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The anthropomorphic foid that wants him, also got pregnant by some random guy and wants him to be the father, his own friend (Yuuki Rito) told him that he might be happier going with her to her planet and that he's hopeless on earth, there's no coping after that episode

I believe To Love Ru should be mandatory for ecchi weebcel copers, up to episode 18 for that arc, because after that you won't want to watch it again (well you'll maybe finish the season for the sake of finishing, but that'll be the end), its going to black pill you

It was a surreal feeling, because I watched a few more episodes and I noticed it felt less and less funnny per episode and then later that evening I could watch no more, and I stopped watching all ecchi anime from that point onward, I could no longer cope, it was no longer funny because I realized who I was in that scenario, I was coping all that time living vicariously through Yuuki Rito, while all the time I was Saruyama, and the moment that connection is made, its over for you, ecchi anime will no longer be as enjoyable as it was and you won't even realize why, I was actually confused for a bit, I still lacked self awareness during this period, I realized at some point that it was because I could no longer cope and that was that, from then on it was exclusively story/action based anime, if I watched anything that was erotic and animated, it was porn and I jerked off, ecchi is basically "cock tease" as a genre, that's all it is, and companies make millions selling men that "experience", its truly fucked up

I don't get how any incel can watch ecchi anime, its literally just cock teasing anime, just watch a hentai and jerk off and be done with it rather than watching "Chad Life Chronicles" episode 99999, they are all basically the same thing

 

[gypsyboy]

I liked your YouTube videos. Why did you stop making them? I watched them before I learned about incels, blackpill etc

 

[78980n]

I never watched a single episode of Anime in my life

But the ads on the website are funny. Suifuel, I will never have an anime girl roommate try to seduce me

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Chad Life Chronicles

Nice definition

 

[Emba]

I was blackpilled by college life.

I just didn't understand fully what it was until just recently.

Sort of like knowing something without knowing the exact word for it.

 

[GeneticFilth]

I think I remember watching some of this when i was young. This anime has some pretty blackpilled moments. Wasn't there an episode where a shape shifting alien shape shifted into the most attractive alien of different species and had tons of children because of that?

Brutal. They make the teacher be a complete cuck in front of Mikado. The furry got pumped and dumped and now wants Saruyama to be a beta provider. Even his friend told him it's over for him and that his life is one big cruel joke. All the girls are disgusted and angry when Saruyama ask them out. In the end he even has regrets of not going with the furry because he has nothing to live for as an ugly male.

 

[Deleted member 10124]

I can't find an English dub or sub for that matter. Brings me back to 2008-2010 with all the anime I watched back then.

 

[starystulejarz]

What the fuck did i just watch

I never watched a single episode of Anime in my life

But the ads on the website are funny. Suifuel, I will never have an anime girl roommate try to seduce me

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over for animecels

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I was blackpilled very young, though I didn’t have a word for it.

I am surprised you watch anime, from what I know of you - which admittedly isn’t too much - you don’t seem like the type.

 

[BlkPillPres]

Brutal. They make the teacher be a complete cuck in front of Mikado. The furry got pumped and dumped and now wants Saruyama to be a beta provider. Even his friend told him it's over for him and that his life is one big cruel joke. All the girls are disgusted and angry when Saruyama ask them out. In the end he even has regrets of not going with the furry because he has nothing to live for as an ugly male.

This episode was absolutely brutal, I could not even go back to watching ecchi anime series after this, there's no going back after this episode, you'd have to really be coping and blocking out the truth

 

[KingOfRome]

I took the blackpill at around 13 years old. The foids in middle school didn't even hide their contempt for ugly/short guys and their lust for the handsome/tall ones. The virtue-signalling doesn't begin until junior/sophomore year of high school at the earliest, and it doesn't become convincing for several years after it starts.

It helped that my father (RIP) was at least semi-blackpilled, and I never took my braindead mother seriously about anything, including her proselytization of the bluepill.

 

[YogiBear]

I was blackpilled as a kid in school (12-13y old). There was a guy who bullied almost everyone, even i had fight with him, he attacked me with scissors and he cut my forearm little, than teacher called my parents to school and she told them some funny excuse why my forearm got hurt she said because my skin is weak.

Later this guy beat the shit out of a girl in school, they had to call an ambulance. Later she was in love with him (he brought chocolate topping to school so she has no problem with suc. him. in toilet). He had sex with almost half of the girls i know in our class. And what about his personality? He had horrible personality, he had nazi tattoos as a kid, he even bullied teachers. He was stealing books, throwing chairs out of the window and he was bulling many of my classmates to the level they were forced to change school, he was constantly making fun of bad looking girls, he was throwing tomatoes right into their faces or whatever he had, locking guys in girls changing room, stealing clothes. But most of girls could get over it, just because he was a very good looking guy. This world is a joke.