It's Over The sun is shining and I’m alone

[Darth Aries]

Why should I bother enjoying the crisp fall weather or the bright blue skies when I’m alone and stricken with post nut depression after cooming to a video of a stacy I will never have? I was 16 years old 4 years ago, and that was around the time when I was STILL in love with my oneitis even if I never saw her anymore AND after she rejected me TWICE. I was really holding on by a thread, not wanting to turn my back on the bluepill, because being in love feels great. That’s the thing though, it feels great until you go years without attaining ANYTHING, and then the blackpill fully consumes you.

I wish I had half of the energy or optimism I had at 16. I just didn’t realize what I was in for, and I wish my brain never deteriorated from being isolated for so long. While I rot with nothing, she is in college on her way to becoming a nurse, has a boyfriend, and I can only assume gets good grades just like she always did in high school. Meanwhile, I’m a high school dropout with nothing. I no longer love that girl since embracing the blackpill, I hate her. I hate her because she hurt me for not being good enough. I hate her because she made me believe love was possible. I hate her because Mother Nature allowed her to be happy while leaving me behind in to rot. Sometimes I wish I had telekinetic superpowers so that I could become Darth Vader

 

[Penguin]

it's been dark all day for me

 

[Pumpkin.Belgrade]

crisp fall weather only lasted for 2 weeks... everything is now dead dull and grey

 

[TheJester]

crisp fall weather only lasted for 2 weeks... everything is now dead dull and grey

Is already grey for a while were i live. Its getting cool now average 5°C

 

[Kina Hikikomori]

Passions don't work for me. No more, for a decade.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Passions don't work for me. No more, for a decade.

That's why we call hobbies and passions "cope". Because they are giving only personal pleasure and it still fades out

 

[lowz1r]

relatable. i used to fantasize about having a gf all the time but after many years went by and i hadn't attained anything or even gotten close, that's when the blackpill started to hit.

 

[PolskiKartofel]

And soyciety still radiate with their toxic positivity into us saying that our loneliness and rejection ls are only in our heads.

Every going outside my "safe space" is just one humiliation ritual, seeing anyone in groups, barely solitary people (mainly returning ones and elderly). I feel like observer without any power, even willpower because every measure I do is either failure or makes no effect.

 

[Jud Pottah]

And soyciety still radiate with their toxic positivity into us saying that our loneliness and rejection ls are only in our heads.

Every going outside my "safe space" is just one humiliation ritual, seeing anyone in groups, barely solitary people (mainly returning ones and elderly). I feel like observer without any power, even willpower because every measure I do is either failure or makes no effect.

Exactly. The streets are better off with more jeets in Them. to ruin the faggot smiles off their face.