Liu KANG
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Feeling suicidal as fuck rn and I wanna do it so bad but I’m really scared. What if a religion I hate is the correct one. Many gods won’t show me mercy and I will suffer forever. Another thing, what if it’s reincarnation and I have to do this forever and ever. Even my supposed “best option” is just nothing. Never being able to enjoy my favourite meal again, never being able to smile again or laugh. Although my suffering outweighs my enjoyment it’s all still horrible. I probably won’t ever be able to end it because I’m scared. Most religions have been “disproven” which gives me a bit of comfort. But what if that isn’t the case and those scholars were lying. If I ever do it I hope whatever god there is has mercy on me. I need a girlfriend to comfort me and tell me I’m gonna be okay. I can’t do this alone.
Im gonna get something down my throat to get me drunk and soothe my nerves.
Im gonna get something down my throat to get me drunk and soothe my nerves.





