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The day preceding the day I move out I saw a short Asian in the gym. I stared at her for a long time . I'm sure she saw me . She was wearing a short short I could see her cheeks. I imagined a lot of things. At the end of my session I wanted to talk to her but I was too afraid. The last week was so brutal. I got rejected, seeing girls wearing slutty clothes. Yesterday that white girl sensed my personality she was doing rdl I went quite far behind her and wasn't facing her .some minutes later she took her jacket to cover her ass.
A large university I'm still invisible to woman. Being 6' is nothing....each time I went to this gym ,there are big ass /boobs students
Yesterday I saw some semester dump of students on IG ,they had multiple pictures. Made many friends, went to party, enjoyed a lot . It's like we're living in different world despite being at the same university. I want friends to study with , I want to workout with my gf at the gym too, I want to bring her to my dorm constantly and fuck her around 2 am like my roommate. I want to have someone to msg constantly.
That's why I kept failing nofap, the way these women dress in the gym.I can't take it anymore.the tought of escortceilling crosse my mind too often.
A large university I'm still invisible to woman. Being 6' is nothing....each time I went to this gym ,there are big ass /boobs students
Yesterday I saw some semester dump of students on IG ,they had multiple pictures. Made many friends, went to party, enjoyed a lot . It's like we're living in different world despite being at the same university. I want friends to study with , I want to workout with my gf at the gym too, I want to bring her to my dorm constantly and fuck her around 2 am like my roommate. I want to have someone to msg constantly.
That's why I kept failing nofap, the way these women dress in the gym.I can't take it anymore.the tought of escortceilling crosse my mind too often.
