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Like, I'm too much of a random nobody nigger to be targeted and abused like this, always has been, I never aspired to be anything important, I never had a shred of confidence my entire life, I was given the most ugliest shitskin genes, I never felt good about myself, not for one moment, I never had any influence socially, I never had a "best friend", never really "loved" or was loved by anyone, I was a weak nobody background npc nigger my entire life, yet I endured so much suffering, way above my pay grade, for no fucking reason
But I guess that's exactly the thing, you don't get targeted because you're anything special or somehow secretly strong, you get targeted because you're seen as a WEAK and easy supply, like how predators target the weakest of the herd, the most vicious creatures are actually the most cowardly and laziest
People with confidence and healthy "selfishness" have a natural protection against predators and are usually safe from being specifically targeted, being a docile nobody nigger with no confidence sets you up for a lifetime of being USED and ABUSED by the evil coward forces of this world
Never glorify your suffering, don't fall for any of that spiritual journey BS, all suffering is meaningless and useless
But I guess that's exactly the thing, you don't get targeted because you're anything special or somehow secretly strong, you get targeted because you're seen as a WEAK and easy supply, like how predators target the weakest of the herd, the most vicious creatures are actually the most cowardly and laziest
People with confidence and healthy "selfishness" have a natural protection against predators and are usually safe from being specifically targeted, being a docile nobody nigger with no confidence sets you up for a lifetime of being USED and ABUSED by the evil coward forces of this world
Never glorify your suffering, don't fall for any of that spiritual journey BS, all suffering is meaningless and useless
