Bronzehawkattack
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- Mar 16, 2018
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words can not express how much I despise being a shitskin. This is much more than inceldom. Sure, being shitskin RUINS your dating chances, but this isnt only about women. I've become so jaded and bitter after all the racism Ive gotten throughout my life.
Random racist slurs from strangers
Girls telling me their family would disown them if they dated me
Always getting shit for things I havent done cos stereotypes.
Random ID checks from cops
Getting told to "go back" whenever I complain about something totally irrelevant
People giving me dirty looks (especially old people)
Restaurants suddenly deciding I need a ""reservation""
Not being able to enter some clubs cos "i am bad for business"
People always assume and expects the worst of me without even knowing me
People thinking less of me cos im shitskin, they treat me like a super guy even for simplest achievements.
And worst of all: I fucking hate middle east more than anything, knowing that your ancestors are such a loser failures that all of our countries are straight up shitholes that we had to immigrate here.
I am so sick and tired of EVERYTHING. I just wanna go, I just wanna disappear.
I see no chances
Wake up in the morning and I ask myself
Is life worth living ? Should I blast myself ?
I am tired of being ugly and even worse I am ethnic
My soul hurts so I am looking for a gun to end it
Foids dont care about a negro
Turn a nigga down and she is a hero
This is a special kind of feel that really hurts.
I'm with you brother. I'm tired just like you and want it to end.
Whenever I experience something shitty nowadays I don't even feel angry, I just feel defeated, like i'm exhausted from being hurt so much.
I really don't even want to earn money. I'm already in the place in the world where my chances are at my best, liberal America, and yet because i'm an ugly ethnic I still can't do anything right. I've got no motivation or drive anymore.