Serious The point of no return

[Deleted member 21821]

How do i know i’ve lost my mind, without cuckologist?
How do i know i went completely crazy?

(Tonight i checked under my bed, because i thought there are asian people hiding under it.
And i’m still not convinced )

i feel that my depression is stronger than ever before.

And i hear whispering all the time, but it’s not coming from my head. It’s coming from the room.
And for some reason i’m scared to death of these whispers. Even tho i don’t understand a word.
I don’t know if it’s real or not.
I guess it isn’t but it feels real.

And i feel empty. I don’t really feel emotions no more.
And the laughter is the worst. Sometimes i just find things really funny. I start laughing and people think i’m crazy

My worst fear is that i don’t know if the thoughts i’m thinking are my real thoughts or someone elses.

Anything similar?

 

[kikecel]

try eat mom's spaghetti, its ready @AAAAAAAAAAAcel

 

[FuRed]

It's real

View: https://youtu.be/9J7yK1TPkDo

 

[NikRebi]

How do i know i’ve lost my mind, without cuckologist?
How do i know i went completely crazy?

(Tonight i checked under my bed, because i thought there are asian people hiding under it.
And i’m still not convinced )

i feel that my depression is stronger than ever before.

And i hear whispering all the time, but it’s not coming from my head. It’s coming from the room.
And for some reason i’m scared to death of these whispers. Even tho i don’t understand a word.
I don’t know if it’s real or not.
I guess it isn’t but it feels real.

And i feel empty. I don’t really feel emotions no more.
And the laughter is the worst. Sometimes i just find things really funny. I start laughing and people think i’m crazy

My worst fear is that i don’t know if the thoughts i’m thinking are my real thoughts or someone elses.

Anything similar?

If someone close to you dies and you dont shed a tear. Then, and only then, you realize you are done fucked.

 

[Chingaquedito]

they are real OP, they are under your bed.

 

[BornToLose]

they are real OP, they are under your bed.

At least he gets visitors.

 

[Oroborus]

Run darktriadmaxx

 

[NorthernWind]

Ask an exorcist.

 

[Deleted member 21821]

Okay so if someone in the future reads this (and not a nigger) here are some shit i found out with the internet:

-The type of whispering i have is called "Auditory Illusion". If you go through high stress these illusions are usual.

-Apathy and depression... it is what it sounds like.

-"i checked under my bed, because i thought there are asian people hiding under it." - this is OCD at it's finest.
Maybe i check for people in my room (or under my bed) because i'm insanely lonely, and i hope for shit.

-The laughing one is something like the emotions are not processed in the right way (of course it would help if i had a girlfriend who cares for me and would show me that she loves me )

-"my thoughts are someone elses" now this is bad... it's either that i've been rejected so many times that i'm unsure about my shit now or i'm just completely crazy

All this can be traced back to isolation, loneliness, and getting treated like trash by other humans.
But of course, these are not the signs of a good mental state.

And no girl wants to cuddle me. To say she loves me, and she would support me.
And when i come home, i come home to an empty cold house.

Whatever
Looks like i ain't going jokER just yet
Dr.Kuuro out