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I haven’t taken my pills for a few days.
I do this all the time, then take them when I just get too worn out.
But, when I have not taken my pills, I am different.
I can do things I couldn’t do.
The fear is gone.
I just had a conversation with a 19 year old foid barista.
Not even giving a fuck that I am 44 and she is 19.
I didn’t care who had a problem with it.
I can walk up to this hot 18 year old who works at the grocery store and just start talking to her.
Not even giving a fuck how it looks to other people.
I can also just go walk the streets at night and not be even slightly worried.
Come whatever may.
When I am on the pills, I just don’t have it in me to do these things.
The downside is that without the pills I never sleep.
I’ll be awake for days.
I do this all the time, then take them when I just get too worn out.
But, when I have not taken my pills, I am different.
I can do things I couldn’t do.
The fear is gone.
I just had a conversation with a 19 year old foid barista.
Not even giving a fuck that I am 44 and she is 19.
I didn’t care who had a problem with it.
I can walk up to this hot 18 year old who works at the grocery store and just start talking to her.
Not even giving a fuck how it looks to other people.
I can also just go walk the streets at night and not be even slightly worried.
Come whatever may.
When I am on the pills, I just don’t have it in me to do these things.
The downside is that without the pills I never sleep.
I’ll be awake for days.
