Venting The Person I used to be

[Misogynist Vegeta]

Every once in a while I get a nostalgic feeling that reminds me of the person I used to be, The young adolescent boy who used to enjoy life to the fullest unbothered by the world around him. A boy who had not yet been fully effected by the mental illnesses that lay dormant within him as he had full assurance of his own identity which he once took pride in.

A young teenager who despite having no real friends was able to find joy in the little things of life, from the video games he putting hours into to nature it's self with the calm breeze and beautiful rain. I miss the person I used to be, I miss being unbothered by the happenings of the world and I miss being able to enjoy myself despite being so alone and I miss the way the world used to be.

 

[Sir Silentium]

I can relate

 

[FastBlast]

I can't relate. All my life I was the weird kid who nobody wanted to hang out with. I used to sit alone to eat lunch at school. There is no moment in my life where I can say I was unbothered

 

[FastBlast]

Well, I was able to cope with video games and anime but I always knew it was over for me since like middle school

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

I can't relate. All my life I was the weird kid who nobody wanted to hang out with. I used to sit alone to eat lunch at school. There is no moment in my life where I can say I was unbothered

I was the weird kid nobody wanted to hang out with too but somehow I was unbothered.

 

[Aspiecel666]

I was the weird kid nobody wanted to hang out with too but somehow I was unbothered.

When I was younger for some reason I wasn't self-aware and didn't know how I'm seen by others from a 3rd person POV

So I had strong internal peace and was very happy just being in my own world doing whatever I wanted

Not just that but I also didn't have OCD relating to afterlife punishment/hell and other such cucking concepts that limit life enjoyment

 

[Chud Norris72]

I want to go ER in Grand Theft Auto 1997

 

[Freixel]

I can relate

 

[tired as fuck]

Every once in a while I get a nostalgic feeling that reminds me of the person I used to be, The young adolescent boy who used to enjoy life to the fullest unbothered by the world around him. A boy who had not yet been fully effected by the mental illnesses that lay dormant within him as he had full assurance of his own identity which he once took pride in.

A young teenager who despite having no real friends was able to find joy in the little things of life, from the video games he putting hours into to nature it's self with the calm breeze and beautiful rain. I miss the person I used to be, I miss being unbothered by the happenings of the world and I miss being able to enjoy myself despite being so alone and I miss the way the world used to be.

at least you have those memories, man. Mogs my life. Didn't mean for this to be a pity contest or whatever, just saying you're somewhat luckier than some others. Just another perspective