The pain of being high inhib

[inwardjawanglecel]

Theres this cute goth girl in my class. I always wanted to just come up to her and talk to her but I don’t have the fucking balls. One of my freinds came to her and talked to her without a care in the world, while I was sitting there, thinking about everything that could go wrong if I started a conversation. I always felt that my freinds was a little weird to talk to, but when he talked to that girl, they were connecting so well. This made me realize that he’s not the weird one. I am. I don’t know how to talk and act like a normal human being which is why I found someone completely normal and extroverted weird.

Then I go on to jestermax by picking up a heavy ass sphere and telling him to catch it cuz I thought it was somewhat humorous since it’s pretty heavy, then, I just got weird stares at me and I fucken cringed the fuck out of my own actions. Then, I was going to ask him how he talks to girls so nonchalantly although hes a normie (I didn’t say that.) Then, hes walking to a girl and I couldn’t finish my sentence.

Then, like usual, I go home listening to dsbm and rethinking my actions

 

[lnceI]

shut the fuck uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup

 

[lnceI]

listening to dsbm

recommendations?

 

[inwardjawanglecel]

recommendations?

Psychonaut 4, blade and bath, decalius

 

[Cuckoja]

I know the pain. Im also high inhib and overthinker. Even if you start a conversation with someone it will only result in awkward silence. It would be better for us if we were dead.