Gigatrucel trait
You belong here tbh
I am more of a locationcel most likely.
My parents sadly don't want to move away from here/don't use their money.
Our neighbors tried to kill our animals, the motor cycles/cars of my family were sabotaged on multiple times, we got sent letters by them, the tires of our vehicles were cut and other shit. And it only escalates and escalates, this is unwinnable and we should just move away.
As a child I could (already) never play with other kids, as I came they lifted up their kids (due to Autism/hatred against my mother), in school/kindergarden other kids routinely bullied me, even as I was sent to another school my social skills were at this point so off that the cycle just continued.
Sadly my mother often provoked them too. For example by making fun about their children for being sent to shitty schools, for having low intelligence, for fucking around, etc. She also insults officials routinely.
She struggled herself quite a lot, but now it's gradually getting better, at least I am not under constant pressure/surveillance anymore, can spend time with the interests that I liked (no forced conversion to normaldom by simply taking away my books/computer) and there is no yelling/hitting anymore. She is now a very good mother/tries to make up for it.
Unironically: Sometimes she even blames herself for things beyond her control (like the shit back then in attachment therapy or the abuse in kindergarden). But other times she still gives me some shit (like blaming me/my father for her cancer disease or complaining that she didn't get a girl or other shit or running away or trashtalking/bullying my father), but it's getting rarer and rarer.
And the city around is known for enormous amounts of male singledom, a richfag relative of mine (for example) is gymmaxxed/NT/etc., but just very short, he never had a GF and now does surgeries/other shit (I always think that he is retarded, because he should just go to SEA instead of trying it here). I will as soon as I have money (along with other cels from my country).
If someone is a coomer I cannot blame him, but he should at least be smart about it and not contribute to the circumstances that lead to his sorry state to begin with. If he spends money on a woman he should fuck her/get something real out of it.