SuicideFuel the only reason i live for are my parents

[verbittERt]

My parents, especially my poor mom, are the only reason i live for. I got bullied in uni bc of false rape rumors spread by a lying bitch, i have 0 friends, i'm a 23 year old loser with no hope or expectations and ngl sometimes i think of doing smth to myself and others.
But i still love my parents.

Sure you can say they brought me into this world or whatever, but i can say they ALWAYS did the best they could with what they had.
And i am very grateful for that.
I am in a very privileged position because of their care, they are always sympathetic towards me and they always try to help me.
They feel guilty bc of me and my autism, and that i am the way i am.
They do anything they can to provide me with a bearable life.

My parents even offered to partially pay for my whoremaxxing trip to cambodia

 

[Biggie cheesel]

Couldn't agree more.
The day my parents are both deceased is the day I'll rope.

 

[MoggedByALoli]

Sure you can say they brought me into this world or whatever, but i can say they ALWAYS did the best they could with what they had.
And i am very grateful for that.

You're very fortunate to have loving parents like that. It's a shame that others like myself don't even get that.
Sure, they keep me "alive" by giving me a roof over my head and paying for my bare necessities, but that shouldn't even have to be asked; I'm their son, so why should I have to be expected to pay them back for a given? Especially considering the fact that I had never asked to be born, especially to them of all people, in the first place. Not to mention all the abuse and neglect I've suffered from them over the years, it's just added to my misery, not improved it.

If my parents were like yours - Especially my mother - life wouldn't honestly be that bad. Sure, I would still be an inkwell, I would probably still be forced to rot inside my house (instead of my room), and I wouldn't be popular, be "successful", have a lot of friends, and have my own family and kids, etc. But even if I just had my parents to back me up in this world, it would honestly make it bearable and even enjoyable because I would have two people who supported me and loved me.
But, *Sigh* that was not the case... Evidently.

But it's nice to see some actual familial love and warmth somewhere actually does exist - Outside those white picket fences as well, I might add.
Cherish what you have, not just because not everyone has want you possess, but because it will eventually cease one day, and because of the love you all share.

 

[zangano1]

i havent roped because my mother would be sad

 

[Krad]

My parents, especially my poor mom, are the only reason i live for. I got bullied in uni bc of false rape rumors spread by a lying bitch, i have 0 friends, i'm a 23 year old loser with no hope or expectations and ngl sometimes i think of doing smth to myself and others.
But i still love my parents.

Sure you can say they brought me into this world or whatever, but i can say they ALWAYS did the best they could with what they had.
And i am very grateful for that.
I am in a very privileged position because of their care, they are always sympathetic towards me and they always try to help me.
They feel guilty bc of me and my autism, and that i am the way i am.
They do anything they can to provide me with a bearable life.

My parents even offered to partially pay for my whoremaxxing trip to cambodia

That's how i avoided suicide, i didn't kill myself because of my parents, i wouldn't like them to be sad because of me, so i stayed alive.

Them, i found purpose In Christ and a objective to live, not only this life, but forever.

I love love others, even if people hate me, that's why i'm here, because i know how it is like, because i don't care about the others opinions anymore or if they will insult me or call me anything, perhaps only if i'm vulnerable, but i pray to God that this never happens, may i be the only to suffer, because i do not want others to suffer.

 

[Krad]

My parents, especially my poor mom, are the only reason i live for. I got bullied in uni bc of false rape rumors spread by a lying bitch, i have 0 friends, i'm a 23 year old loser with no hope or expectations and ngl sometimes i think of doing smth to myself and others.
But i still love my parents.

Sure you can say they brought me into this world or whatever, but i can say they ALWAYS did the best they could with what they had.
And i am very grateful for that.
I am in a very privileged position because of their care, they are always sympathetic towards me and they always try to help me.
They feel guilty bc of me and my autism, and that i am the way i am.
They do anything they can to provide me with a bearable life.

My parents even offered to partially pay for my whoremaxxing trip to cambodia

God bless you for honoring your parents, and that you become a better person not by the standard of man, but the standard Of Christ, because i see you feel pain, be grateful for, because we love live even if it hurts, and life was never bad.

But evil is, the sin and pain is what corrupts this world since the early days of earth, and there is a world where life is made perfect.

I love you, May your soul never become corrupted by sin, so see The Truth As How It Is, because i want A World Where you are not a condamned, but a brother, and i say this to everyone here. Even if we don't know each other, i wish The Best Of The Best to you all and to all

 

[itstoolate]

I'm nothing but a burden to my parents

 

[andrej]

I feel you

 

[ItsOverMan]

I was like that until my mom passed away in 2024. My dad passed away when I was 10. No siblings. Now I'm all alone in the world.

My mom even told me before she died "I'm the only person in this world who loves you."

 

[verbittERt]

I was like that until my mom passed away in 2024. My dad passed away when I was 10. No siblings. Now I'm all alone in the world.

My mom even told me before she died "I'm the only person in this world who loves you."

So sorry to hear that.
I hope this lil forum helps you tho.

 

[Divineone]

Hate my Retarded cuck parents

 

[ItsOverMan]

So sorry to hear that.
I hope this lil forum helps you tho.

Thanks. Yes this place helps me because it's funny sometimes and there are people here who are similar to me.

 

[Pancakecel]

Indeed, but I wish I was just aborted tbh. I shouldn't be here.

 

[Rapistcel]

i havent roped because my father would be sad

 

[Zeref]

I can't even rope even if my parents died, I have a younger brother to take care of