Tetsuya
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I've been obsessed with going back to the military and commissioning for 6 years now. I had a dream where this general appeared and told me to "I want YOU to take care of my troops!". I am not a stereotypical officer type. I am just some skinnyfat nerd who sits behind a keyboard, bros. I only started working out and building visible muscles, put myself under the knife 4 times to get a physical edge and fix my health issues, got my degree and all this shit to prepare to be a tard wrangler I mean a military officer. I even put myself through physical therapist school and personal training cert because military PT leads are retarded niggers who don't know what the fuck they're doing and they give shit advice to troops and that's why you have 22 year olds separating from the military with hernias and blown out knees. I wanted to be the antidote to the systemic stupidity and I spent my own fucking money and GI bill to do it. Why the fuck do I care so much? I don't have to return the circus, I got my money and veteran benefits, disability pay, I have six figures of savings. I don't NEED the military, the troops need me instead!
I didn't have to do all this shit! I gave up my top secret MOS to try to commission, I had a good thing going.
I don't know what the fuck I will do if I don't make it, I have no civilian aspirations. I even refrained from taking THC gummies just so I can do the drug test, what the fuck was this all for??? Why the fuck did I spend time and money getting my degree and getting personal trainer cert and learning physical therapy? I spent years thinking of the troops I haven't met yet and was already investing in them and loving them in my mind! That maybe if I can't save myself then I can save the kids I used to be.
So I was trying to commission and met three different officer recruiters, and none of them took me too seriously. Then the fourth one did, he looked past my recessed incelface (surgery didnt save me) and we had a heart to heart and the whole office staff came to the room and everyone shook my hand. I am sure that shit doesn't happen with the other potentials.
Guess what? Then soon after, this guy got fired because apparently he posted some shit online, and now his name is making the rounds across news sources and social media. Nigga what the fuck???
Is this a sign that I should just not go back anymore? Should I just get on the antidepressants and ADHD meds and other jewpills and get it over with? I probably have ADHD anyway.
I am gonna take 50mg of THC and grab some cheetos while watching adult swim. Fuck it, get some shrooms and molly on top of it like I always wanted to. I don't even know if I want to start all over again WITH THE FIFTH OFFICER RECRUITER.
I didn't have to do all this shit! I gave up my top secret MOS to try to commission, I had a good thing going.
I don't know what the fuck I will do if I don't make it, I have no civilian aspirations. I even refrained from taking THC gummies just so I can do the drug test, what the fuck was this all for??? Why the fuck did I spend time and money getting my degree and getting personal trainer cert and learning physical therapy? I spent years thinking of the troops I haven't met yet and was already investing in them and loving them in my mind! That maybe if I can't save myself then I can save the kids I used to be.
So I was trying to commission and met three different officer recruiters, and none of them took me too seriously. Then the fourth one did, he looked past my recessed incelface (surgery didnt save me) and we had a heart to heart and the whole office staff came to the room and everyone shook my hand. I am sure that shit doesn't happen with the other potentials.
Guess what? Then soon after, this guy got fired because apparently he posted some shit online, and now his name is making the rounds across news sources and social media. Nigga what the fuck???
Is this a sign that I should just not go back anymore? Should I just get on the antidepressants and ADHD meds and other jewpills and get it over with? I probably have ADHD anyway.
I am gonna take 50mg of THC and grab some cheetos while watching adult swim. Fuck it, get some shrooms and molly on top of it like I always wanted to. I don't even know if I want to start all over again WITH THE FIFTH OFFICER RECRUITER.
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