The final nail in the coffin for me that I am genuinely ugly, that I am not mentally ill, and that people are just genuinely repulsed to be around me was when I went on Omegle a year ago.
80% of the teenage girls on there would look at me, laugh at me, and skip.
Now teenagers are impulsive creatures who just act on how they feel with no self-control.
Experiencing that means that at an instinctual, impulsive level, the female animal sees me and is repulsed by my existence.
And no, it isn't anything superficial like acne, bad hair, fat, unshaved. I was in shape, clean shaved, no acne (benozyl peroxide), nice clothes, longer hair.
Good night
80% of the teenage girls on there would look at me, laugh at me, and skip.
Now teenagers are impulsive creatures who just act on how they feel with no self-control.
Experiencing that means that at an instinctual, impulsive level, the female animal sees me and is repulsed by my existence.
And no, it isn't anything superficial like acne, bad hair, fat, unshaved. I was in shape, clean shaved, no acne (benozyl peroxide), nice clothes, longer hair.
Good night
