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Blackpill The older you get, the more vertiginous it is to look back at what we missed.

LeFrenchCel said:
I wished I was drinking alcohol with all of my normie friends like an average normscum night instead of drinking booze with my mother

Brootal
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:feelsbadman: nevER began

I try to avoid drinking around people because I get really mean and sad.

It's always a toss up on if I'm gonna have a good time or not.

I think it just amplifies emotions while removing dissociation.
 
Icarus said:
:feelsbadman: nevER began

I try to avoid drinking around people because I get really mean and sad.

It's always a toss up on if I'm gonna have a good time or not.

I think it just amplifies emotions while removing dissociation.
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Never began for us fren
 
Life really is just cope til you rope for us.
 
LeFrenchCel said:
Never began for us fren
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LeFrenchCel said:
Pretty much since I entered middle school, I was an outcast. And this still continues to this day.
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same as me
LeFrenchCel said:
During my high school years, I created several instagram accounts to spy on people from my high school, and I knew they were having parties left, right and center. I already had an idea of what normies were doing, and what I was missing on.
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it was pointless to try something as this because i was able to hear them what they talked about and i already felt painful but it could have made me feel even more bad because i would have been able to see what i don t have only because i was ugly and short
thanks to the fact that it didn t pass too much since since i started the high school to find about bp
LeFrenchCel said:
But the last year of high school really was the year where I truly began to realize how serious all of this was. Not that I didn’t consider it as serious before, but for some reason, it started to hit me differently. And in a harsher way.

The gap between me and them was growing day after day after day.
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same, the last year for me it was suicidal, it hit me like a truck, because i knew that i lack so many things and that i will never have them in this life and also because its the period of your life where it matters the most when you are young, not old as fuck and you can be only once young
LeFrenchCel said:
knew that they were living their life at the fullest.

I could hear people talking about going out to some bar.
Classmates talking about going to someone’s party on the weekend.
Groups of boys and groups of girls talking about their crushes and partners.

All of this happened in front of my eyes while nobody dared to talk to me and invite me to participate in those gatherings. All of those things already hit me when I was witnessing those discussions happen in front of me without being included to anyone’s plans.
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same, it was fucking brutal, even worse is that high school never ends, it follows you your whole life and it changes its shape, never went to party, never invited anywhere, atleast now i know that it was because i was short ugly, autistic with social anxiety, autism, ND and many other things
always on the side, only thinking how can i get home quicker to escape that hell, normies and foids to watch anime
LeFrenchCel said:
Looking back at all of this nearly a decade later, you truly realize how much you missed on.
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i made a thread, but i said that if its brutal when you are young, but when you will be older it will be ever more brutal, painfull and depressing, its a just a downward spiral from here on, every year it gets even worse and it hits you even harder on the things you miss
LeFrenchCel said:
It already hurt me enough when I was a 18 year-old KHHV, but there was still the hope that maybe things would change at university. I had this hope. Because there was still time left to make my life change. Then reality struck me. I discovered the blackpill, then this place, and now I am a 25 year-old KHHV rotting on an incel forum and writing walls of texts at 4 AM.

I grew older yet my romantic/sexual life is at the same point.
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im exactly in this step of yours, i was khhv at 18, im khhv at 20, i m poor as fuck, but atleast i wish i could try and go to university atleast for a year to try my luck, even though i know that its pointless with my face and height and university is just sex on steroids compared to high school where only chads and foids have it, even though im too poor, i won't probably even have money to go

in the end, its fucking over and it never began, i was a khhv loser in highschool, i will 99% be for the rest of my life only because i am a genetic trash :feelscry: :cryfeels:
 
LeFrenchCel said:
I had a resurgence of high school memories tonight for some reason. No idea why. But I needed to talk about this with the brocels.

Pretty much since I entered middle school, I was an outcast. And this still continues to this day.

During my high school years, I created several instagram accounts to spy on people from my high school, and I knew they were having parties left, right and center. I already had an idea of what normies were doing, and what I was missing on.

But the last year of high school really was the year where I truly began to realize how serious all of this was. Not that I didn’t consider it as serious before, but for some reason, it started to hit me differently. And in a harsher way.

The gap between me and them was growing day after day after day.

I knew that they were living their life at the fullest.

I could hear people talking about going out to some bar.
Classmates talking about going to someone’s party on the weekend.
Groups of boys and groups of girls talking about their crushes and partners.

All of this happened in front of my eyes while nobody dared to talk to me and invite me to participate in those gatherings. All of those things already hit me when I was witnessing those discussions happen in front of me without being included to anyone’s plans.

I didn’t know anything about incels or the blackpill as a whole, but I already knew that I was missing on a lot of things. I was conscious of the pain eating me from the inside.

To be honest, I started to write rap lyrics about my pain, practising my linguistic and writing skills, and I had legit dreams back then about going to one of their parties and taking people there as shooting targets.

Looking back at all of this nearly a decade later, you truly realize how much you missed on.

The gap between you and them is unmeasurable, and you know it will never be repaired.

It already hurt me enough when I was a 18 year-old KHHV, but there was still the hope that maybe things would change at university. I had this hope. Because there was still time left to make my life change. Then reality struck me. I discovered the blackpill, then this place, and now I am a 25 year-old KHHV rotting on an incel forum and writing walls of texts at 4 AM.

I grew older yet my romantic/sexual life is at the same point.

While I was still left undesired by the empathetic gender, people of my age grew life experience.

People of my age have like 10 years of dating and sexual experience at this point, if not more. Meanwhile, I had nothing at all.

When I finished high school, and looked back at what I missed, it was already a huge cliff between me and them, but I still had this hope that the waves of the ocean beyond would bring me good news, and get my private life flow in the right direction in the years to come.

When I finished university, and looked back at what I missed, the cliff got insanely bigger, and the hopes of reaching the other side crushed dead in the water. No chance of turning fortunes in my favor.

When I turned 25, and looked back at what I missed… this makes me want to throw myself into this cliff and end it all.

And I know that this will get worse. And worse. And worse.

Even if you still consider yourself as a young person in your mind, because of all the teenage loves you never had, all the teenage parties you were not deemed physically interesting enough to be invited in, society does think otherwise.

People who enter high school now are 10 years younger than me now.

The simple fact of writing this is painful. All this time went by, and with what in the end?
Nothing.

And now you’re considered as a grown adult who had fun in his teenage years and early 20s but progressively have to settle.
Except that you never had this.
You never had all those things that society says people of your age did.
Because you’ve been denied it for all this time.
And you’ll still be denied it no matter what happens next.

Because it’s too late to ever have a chance to get back in time and try to change things.
But even if you tried to change things, your looks would still be the same, so people would still consider you the same.

So it wouldn’t change anything.
Even getting back in time wouldn’t change anything to our incel fate.
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Lol try being 13/14 years older than people starting university now.

They took everything from us. Thanks god i barely changed since late teen years and i can larp as a kid still. Because looking like a full grown mature man grants you the worst treatment ever in this scum of a society. Litterally how do people not realize grown men are the worst discriminated class today.

Of course ppls eventually often find out my age and are turbo weirded out by me even more.

What can i do? Foids just never were deeply attracted to me plus i basically screw up with my education even though i was very good student at first
 
LeFrenchCel said:
The comparison between what a normal life looks like for someone of your age, and what your own life looks like is utterly brutal.
Fucking ruthless.
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Many ppl my age in my area are completely lost too. The ones fitting the age/achievements are kinda rare. We can thank femishittism and femorroids for this
 
Cybersex is our hope said:
Lol try being 13/14 years older than people starting university now.

They took everything from us. Thanks god i barely changed since late teen years and i can larp as a kid still. Because looking like a full grown mature man grants you the worst treatment ever in this scum of a society. Litterally how do people not realize grown men are the worst discriminated class today.

Of course ppls eventually often find out my age and are turbo weirded out by me even more.

What can i do? Foids just never were deeply attracted to me plus i basically screw up with my education even though i was very good student at first
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Timepill is ruthless, tbh I respect brocels who manage to get pass 30 and more without killing themselves.

Cybersex is our hope said:
Many ppl my age in my area are completely lost too. The ones fitting the age/achievements are kinda rare. We can thank femishittism and femorroids for this
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At least there's a bit of this "I'm not alone in this situation" feeling
 
I'm sorry my brother. I'm over a decade older than you and also nothing has changed since teenage years. I feel the same pain and panic. We are in this together.
 
ihatelife2 said:
I'm sorry my brother. I'm over a decade older than you and also nothing has changed since teenage years. I feel the same pain and panic. We are in this together.
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The agepill is the most brutal pill
 
LeFrenchCel said:
I had a resurgence of high school memories tonight for some reason. No idea why. But I needed to talk about this with the brocels.

Pretty much since I entered middle school, I was an outcast. And this still continues to this day.

During my high school years, I created several instagram accounts to spy on people from my high school, and I knew they were having parties left, right and center. I already had an idea of what normies were doing, and what I was missing on.

But the last year of high school really was the year where I truly began to realize how serious all of this was. Not that I didn’t consider it as serious before, but for some reason, it started to hit me differently. And in a harsher way.

The gap between me and them was growing day after day after day.

I knew that they were living their life at the fullest.

I could hear people talking about going out to some bar.
Classmates talking about going to someone’s party on the weekend.
Groups of boys and groups of girls talking about their crushes and partners.

All of this happened in front of my eyes while nobody dared to talk to me and invite me to participate in those gatherings. All of those things already hit me when I was witnessing those discussions happen in front of me without being included to anyone’s plans.

I didn’t know anything about incels or the blackpill as a whole, but I already knew that I was missing on a lot of things. I was conscious of the pain eating me from the inside.

To be honest, I started to write rap lyrics about my pain, practising my linguistic and writing skills, and I had legit dreams back then about going to one of their parties and taking people there as shooting targets.

Looking back at all of this nearly a decade later, you truly realize how much you missed on.

The gap between you and them is unmeasurable, and you know it will never be repaired.

It already hurt me enough when I was a 18 year-old KHHV, but there was still the hope that maybe things would change at university. I had this hope. Because there was still time left to make my life change. Then reality struck me. I discovered the blackpill, then this place, and now I am a 25 year-old KHHV rotting on an incel forum and writing walls of texts at 4 AM.

I grew older yet my romantic/sexual life is at the same point.

While I was still left undesired by the empathetic gender, people of my age grew life experience.

People of my age have like 10 years of dating and sexual experience at this point, if not more. Meanwhile, I had nothing at all.

When I finished high school, and looked back at what I missed, it was already a huge cliff between me and them, but I still had this hope that the waves of the ocean beyond would bring me good news, and get my private life flow in the right direction in the years to come.

When I finished university, and looked back at what I missed, the cliff got insanely bigger, and the hopes of reaching the other side crushed dead in the water. No chance of turning fortunes in my favor.

When I turned 25, and looked back at what I missed… this makes me want to throw myself into this cliff and end it all.

And I know that this will get worse. And worse. And worse.

Even if you still consider yourself as a young person in your mind, because of all the teenage loves you never had, all the teenage parties you were not deemed physically interesting enough to be invited in, society does think otherwise.

People who enter high school now are 10 years younger than me now.

The simple fact of writing this is painful. All this time went by, and with what in the end?
Nothing.

And now you’re considered as a grown adult who had fun in his teenage years and early 20s but progressively have to settle.
Except that you never had this.
You never had all those things that society says people of your age did.
Because you’ve been denied it for all this time.
And you’ll still be denied it no matter what happens next.

Because it’s too late to ever have a chance to get back in time and try to change things.
But even if you tried to change things, your looks would still be the same, so people would still consider you the same.

So it wouldn’t change anything.
Even getting back in time wouldn’t change anything to our incel fate.
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I feel the same way, but i dont envy normies, i just know that the fact that i am a khhv loser with no friends or any chance of a romantic partner show that i am a loser. My parents and other family members make fun of me and shit on me for it too
 
I'm living my life to the fullest jerking off and creeping normgroids out, no regrets or shit given
 
foidsareunderme said:
I feel the same way, but i dont envy normies, i just know that the fact that i am a khhv loser with no friends or any chance of a romantic partner show that i am a loser. My parents and other family members make fun of me and shit on me for it too
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I'm sorry about people making fun of you and kicking you when you're already down
 
foidsareunderme said:
I feel the same way, but i dont envy normies, i just know that the fact that i am a khhv loser with no friends or any chance of a romantic partner show that i am a loser. My parents and other family members make fun of me and shit on me for it too
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Just don't give a shit bro

ZS6 said:
I'm living my life to the fullest jerking off and creeping normgroids out, no regrets or shit given
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I wish I shared your optimism
 
age is cope, you could be a Chad with foids knowing your age and still would try to ask you to crack
 
Icarus said:
:feelsbadman: nevER began

I try to avoid drinking around people because I get really mean and sad.

It's always a toss up on if I'm gonna have a good time or not.

I think it just amplifies emotions while removing dissociation.
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I'm an incel virgin at 41 and I only feel comfortable drinking around old people. I go to a pub that is always full of old men. But it's getting harder because many old man pubs in my region are closing down and being turned into mosques.
 
undertaker77 said:
I'm an incel virgin at 41 and I only feel comfortable drinking around old people. I go to a pub that is always full of old men. But it's getting harder because many old man pubs in my region are closing down and being turned into mosques.
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It's definitely more fun to drink with people. Drinking at a bar while watching a football game sounds like a good cope. :feelscomfy:
 
ihatelife2 said:
I'm sorry my brother. I'm over a decade older than you and also nothing has changed since teenage years. I feel the same pain and panic. We are in this together.
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undertaker77 said:
I'm an incel virgin at 41 and I only feel comfortable drinking around old people. I go to a pub that is always full of old men. But it's getting harder because many old man pubs in my region are closing down and being turned into mosques.
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At least muslims are taking over cuckholdry that’s good
 
LeFrenchCel said:
Timepill is ruthless, tbh I respect brocels who manage to get pass 30 and more without killing themselves.
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I can’t even find any single fuck of a reason to go on besides of planning geomaxxing
 
LeFrenchCel said:
I had a resurgence of high school memories tonight for some reason. No idea why. But I needed to talk about this with the brocels.

Pretty much since I entered middle school, I was an outcast. And this still continues to this day.

During my high school years, I created several instagram accounts to spy on people from my high school, and I knew they were having parties left, right and center. I already had an idea of what normies were doing, and what I was missing on.

But the last year of high school really was the year where I truly began to realize how serious all of this was. Not that I didn’t consider it as serious before, but for some reason, it started to hit me differently. And in a harsher way.

The gap between me and them was growing day after day after day.

I knew that they were living their life at the fullest.

I could hear people talking about going out to some bar.
Classmates talking about going to someone’s party on the weekend.
Groups of boys and groups of girls talking about their crushes and partners.

All of this happened in front of my eyes while nobody dared to talk to me and invite me to participate in those gatherings. All of those things already hit me when I was witnessing those discussions happen in front of me without being included to anyone’s plans.

I didn’t know anything about incels or the blackpill as a whole, but I already knew that I was missing on a lot of things. I was conscious of the pain eating me from the inside.

To be honest, I started to write rap lyrics about my pain, practising my linguistic and writing skills, and I had legit dreams back then about going to one of their parties and taking people there as shooting targets.

Looking back at all of this nearly a decade later, you truly realize how much you missed on.

The gap between you and them is unmeasurable, and you know it will never be repaired.

It already hurt me enough when I was a 18 year-old KHHV, but there was still the hope that maybe things would change at university. I had this hope. Because there was still time left to make my life change. Then reality struck me. I discovered the blackpill, then this place, and now I am a 25 year-old KHHV rotting on an incel forum and writing walls of texts at 4 AM.

I grew older yet my romantic/sexual life is at the same point.

While I was still left undesired by the empathetic gender, people of my age grew life experience.

People of my age have like 10 years of dating and sexual experience at this point, if not more. Meanwhile, I had nothing at all.

When I finished high school, and looked back at what I missed, it was already a huge cliff between me and them, but I still had this hope that the waves of the ocean beyond would bring me good news, and get my private life flow in the right direction in the years to come.

When I finished university, and looked back at what I missed, the cliff got insanely bigger, and the hopes of reaching the other side crushed dead in the water. No chance of turning fortunes in my favor.

When I turned 25, and looked back at what I missed… this makes me want to throw myself into this cliff and end it all.

And I know that this will get worse. And worse. And worse.

Even if you still consider yourself as a young person in your mind, because of all the teenage loves you never had, all the teenage parties you were not deemed physically interesting enough to be invited in, society does think otherwise.

People who enter high school now are 10 years younger than me now.

The simple fact of writing this is painful. All this time went by, and with what in the end?
Nothing.

And now you’re considered as a grown adult who had fun in his teenage years and early 20s but progressively have to settle.
Except that you never had this.
You never had all those things that society says people of your age did.
Because you’ve been denied it for all this time.
And you’ll still be denied it no matter what happens next.

Because it’s too late to ever have a chance to get back in time and try to change things.
But even if you tried to change things, your looks would still be the same, so people would still consider you the same.

So it wouldn’t change anything.
Even getting back in time wouldn’t change anything to our incel fate.
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It’s impossible not to go insane tbh
 
One incel from my high school vanished, did he roped?
 
The older I get, the more ridiculously low my expectations become and it hurts to see them still unfulfilled.
 
truecel trait: you know and use words like vertiginous
 
As a man over 25, how can you tell a woman that this is your first relationship, that you've never kissed, never had sex, barely touched a woman? She'll feel repulsed by you, she'll feel devalued, she'll feel like she's accepting something no one else has accepted, she'll wonder what kind of problem you must have. Even if she accepts you, it will never be an equal relationship; she'll feel like she's doing you some kind of charity, a favor, and will most likely manipulate you, use you, and discard you when it suits her.
 
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