Bruticus
Underdeveloped shitskin
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For years and years, I've blamed fapping for being the main cause of my depression and unhappiness, so I have spent a good deal of energy trying to stop
Don't get me wrong: fapping upwards of 5 times a day like I once did is not good, and I'm so fucking happy I stopped. I felt physically weak and incredibly lethargic.
But I rarely fap, if at all, nowadays and the more I realize it, I'm still pretty unhappy. When I was younger, I was super happy all the time because I had friends to play with, and to be honest, friends aren't too much of a concern for me
But what really sucks is no matter how fucking hard I try I can't get a girlfriend so I've pretty much trapped myself into a loop of feeling insufficient and worthless for years now, and now that I think about it my depression started around the same time as me realizing I was doomed to be alone...
Don't get me wrong: fapping upwards of 5 times a day like I once did is not good, and I'm so fucking happy I stopped. I felt physically weak and incredibly lethargic.
But I rarely fap, if at all, nowadays and the more I realize it, I'm still pretty unhappy. When I was younger, I was super happy all the time because I had friends to play with, and to be honest, friends aren't too much of a concern for me
But what really sucks is no matter how fucking hard I try I can't get a girlfriend so I've pretty much trapped myself into a loop of feeling insufficient and worthless for years now, and now that I think about it my depression started around the same time as me realizing I was doomed to be alone...