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Lately I've been getting way too much blackpilled and hopeless.
Few days ago someone else some weird foid from outside insulted me. For something that's laughable, it's laughable what she asked for, I didn't embarrass myself so I just let go and went out of trouble, but I'm way more blackpilled than before.
I'm so blackpilled, I have become the definition of hopeless, if this was a human it would be me.
I used to do looksmaxxing of sorts before but now that I realize I need to change my entire jawline and buy braces, I know it's over and it's getting worse, my parents don't even wanna talk about this, I want to ask them for this so bad. It would be the ultimate gift after years of abuse and mistreatment.
I actually found the blackpill through channels who hated on incels and I went to people they hated and checked them out, I realized the people were genuine good people, the truecels are great people.
I don't know what's next, I have no future, I'm currently due on 2 assignments from school and I'm still struggling, I don't know what to do, I feel helpless.
Hold on a second, right now I don't even know what I want.. I don't even want anything except the normal food, sleep and you know... I mean I probably wish for good sleep now, I should start wishing on it.
Few days ago someone else some weird foid from outside insulted me. For something that's laughable, it's laughable what she asked for, I didn't embarrass myself so I just let go and went out of trouble, but I'm way more blackpilled than before.
I'm so blackpilled, I have become the definition of hopeless, if this was a human it would be me.
I used to do looksmaxxing of sorts before but now that I realize I need to change my entire jawline and buy braces, I know it's over and it's getting worse, my parents don't even wanna talk about this, I want to ask them for this so bad. It would be the ultimate gift after years of abuse and mistreatment.
I actually found the blackpill through channels who hated on incels and I went to people they hated and checked them out, I realized the people were genuine good people, the truecels are great people.
I don't know what's next, I have no future, I'm currently due on 2 assignments from school and I'm still struggling, I don't know what to do, I feel helpless.
Hold on a second, right now I don't even know what I want.. I don't even want anything except the normal food, sleep and you know... I mean I probably wish for good sleep now, I should start wishing on it.
