S
I made a post earlier about my health and as to why i have always been so skinny and bad eater even though i was born 5.5kg (11lbs) and was super fat until i was like 4.
Recently i started going to dentists, orthodontists, ENT (ear nose throat) doctors and logopodists who all came to the same conclusions. Everybody thinks europe has free health care but no i will now wage slave 2 jobs as a student to afford this treatment that wouldve been free had i been under 18. But when i was under 18 my mother refused to let this treatment help me. Dentist already diagnosed me with a recessed lower and upper jaw and wants to put braces and an expander on me but im not sure if i can afford it.
I cant look at my mother the same anymore once i stopped being delusional i realised that not only did she neglect my health but almost every part of my life, she gave me shelter food clothes thats it. She never cared about me and all she saw in me was my dad whom she hated.
All i see is the potential i had when i look at my father and the reality when i look in the mirror. I am 2 inches shorter than him due to malnutrision (when i was young doctors predicted i would be at his height) and my whole face looks deformed compared to his even though our hair, eyes, eyebrows, ears, cheekbones are identical but everything below is different. My teeth are crooked, my nose looks gigantic and my jaw looks like its hiding. Its always been my biggest insecurity aswel.
Recently i started going to dentists, orthodontists, ENT (ear nose throat) doctors and logopodists who all came to the same conclusions. Everybody thinks europe has free health care but no i will now wage slave 2 jobs as a student to afford this treatment that wouldve been free had i been under 18. But when i was under 18 my mother refused to let this treatment help me. Dentist already diagnosed me with a recessed lower and upper jaw and wants to put braces and an expander on me but im not sure if i can afford it.
I cant look at my mother the same anymore once i stopped being delusional i realised that not only did she neglect my health but almost every part of my life, she gave me shelter food clothes thats it. She never cared about me and all she saw in me was my dad whom she hated.
All i see is the potential i had when i look at my father and the reality when i look in the mirror. I am 2 inches shorter than him due to malnutrision (when i was young doctors predicted i would be at his height) and my whole face looks deformed compared to his even though our hair, eyes, eyebrows, ears, cheekbones are identical but everything below is different. My teeth are crooked, my nose looks gigantic and my jaw looks like its hiding. Its always been my biggest insecurity aswel.
