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I cant stand looking in the mirror every day and seeing what i look like. Recently i saw all these "looks max" videos talking about your bones and stuff in your face and when i looked deeper into it i realised I have been screwed over. Basically i look exactly like my dad but my whole chin is touching my neck and my mouth/lips is not wide like his and i look like a rat from the side profile while he looks human. I have had eating disorders since young and i was always a slow eater and would easily choke or puke on food. Its always been like that but my mother told me its normal. I grew up about 6 cm or 2 inches below the height doctors expected me to be (thats also how much shorter i am than my dad) and malnourished. Im still skinny with a shitty jawline and a triangle head while my dad looks like what i should have been. Mother always told me im fine and said dont need braces, i dont need treatment, im not underweight etc. I know for a fact I would have a decent chance at ascending if i wasnt neglected.
As a kid i always hated being skinny and frail and how silly my face looked with permanent sleepy eyes, puffy face, crooked and crowded teeth, big nose compared to rest of face. I cant stand it and my dad genuinely is good looking but he had little say in my youth and if i grew up with him he would definitely get it checked he already told me so many times to do so when i was a kid but i never listened because i thaught my dumb mother was right. There is so many things my mom fucked up about me besides my health but this is the biggest one
I have spoken to a doctor about this recently and she recognized this and wants to treat me because she said i have never swallowed or breathed like a normal person does. Idk whats going to happen but she sent me to different doctors who will do tests on me. I hope most of it can be recovered.
TLDR : Mother neglecting eating disorders and health made me look subhuman even though i am an exact copy of my decent looking dad. I am skinny and have several eating/breathing problems because I never developed my jaw and have sleep apnea due to my airway being small. Doctors will help me reverse this hopefully as they recognized the problem.
As a kid i always hated being skinny and frail and how silly my face looked with permanent sleepy eyes, puffy face, crooked and crowded teeth, big nose compared to rest of face. I cant stand it and my dad genuinely is good looking but he had little say in my youth and if i grew up with him he would definitely get it checked he already told me so many times to do so when i was a kid but i never listened because i thaught my dumb mother was right. There is so many things my mom fucked up about me besides my health but this is the biggest one
I have spoken to a doctor about this recently and she recognized this and wants to treat me because she said i have never swallowed or breathed like a normal person does. Idk whats going to happen but she sent me to different doctors who will do tests on me. I hope most of it can be recovered.
TLDR : Mother neglecting eating disorders and health made me look subhuman even though i am an exact copy of my decent looking dad. I am skinny and have several eating/breathing problems because I never developed my jaw and have sleep apnea due to my airway being small. Doctors will help me reverse this hopefully as they recognized the problem.
