MuddyBuddy
It's pointless
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- Jul 27, 2021
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I seriously don't know what to do. I accepted that I will never be loved years ago. I thought as time went on my acceptance would lead to peace. But the older I get the more I hate everything. I see people everyday who are morally inferior to me. I used to be ok with other being loved but asked if they could then why not me? I've since been consumed with so much hatred that I get a sense of euphoric excitement whenever someone goes ER. I'm too much of a coward to ever do something like that but just knowing people worse than me, who get rewards they don't deserve are suffering feels like justice. Idk if this is healthy but I just don't care anymore.