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Many years ago, I lived in a house right next to a lake.
There was a swimming area, picnic tables and a trail.
It was a pretty popular place in the summer.
Every summer there was a crowd of people practically right in my back yard.
I saw so many girls my age there in bikinis.
I was young back then when I lived there.
I tried many times to talk to the girls of summer at the lake.
I was so awkward that I remember some of the girls thinking I was strung out on drugs.
Well, no, I just spent most of my life without talking to many people.
I didn’t have the slightest idea of what to say.
I never got one single date. Not one phone number.
At the time, I had no idea what the problem was.
I’d been weightlifting for a while and was quite muscular for a boy my age.
So……looking back on it now…..what was the problem?
Why was every female I ever talked to……not interested in me?
It was because of my mind. The sickness.
Now, I am very smart.
I’ve had my IQ tested and it is 140. So I am not dumb.
But I have a sickness in my mind.
I do not think the same as other people. Like we all speak English but yet speak different languages.
They do not understand me.
I’ve been called creepy many times.
But really, I am just misunderstood.
Follow me down the path to Rokzuda……no harm will come to you.
There was a swimming area, picnic tables and a trail.
It was a pretty popular place in the summer.
Every summer there was a crowd of people practically right in my back yard.
I saw so many girls my age there in bikinis.
I was young back then when I lived there.
I tried many times to talk to the girls of summer at the lake.
I was so awkward that I remember some of the girls thinking I was strung out on drugs.
Well, no, I just spent most of my life without talking to many people.
I didn’t have the slightest idea of what to say.
I never got one single date. Not one phone number.
At the time, I had no idea what the problem was.
I’d been weightlifting for a while and was quite muscular for a boy my age.
So……looking back on it now…..what was the problem?
Why was every female I ever talked to……not interested in me?
It was because of my mind. The sickness.
Now, I am very smart.
I’ve had my IQ tested and it is 140. So I am not dumb.
But I have a sickness in my mind.
I do not think the same as other people. Like we all speak English but yet speak different languages.
They do not understand me.
I’ve been called creepy many times.
But really, I am just misunderstood.
Follow me down the path to Rokzuda……no harm will come to you.