My noodlewhore mother was often very abusive to me for looking Asian, while on the other hand, she'd praise my older brother for looking "white" in her eyes. She likely hated how much I looked like every ugly gook boy she rejected back in college. My brother was really no better when it came to berating me for my looks, he would call me a disgusting chink or an "ugly Asian" etc etc. I think HAPA and Asian foids in particular have always found me to be disgusting and vile, and I've never gotten along with them because of it. I really do fucking hate them. In school, they'd constantly make fun of me for my ugly Asian looks, as well as for my shitty grades. This has resulted in me developing a strong urge to absolutely beat the shit out of every Asian woman I see out in public
. I have no empathy for them, and see them as nothing more than disgusting abominable whore monsters.