Venting The Great Sedation

[Aventador]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

 

[TooSomething]

In Russian there is a saying "Горя от Ума." which translates to "Suffering from understanding / knowledge." .

We understand far more than normscum. We are aware, have an inner monologue, think for ourselves which is why we are not agreeing on absolutely everything even when it comes to inceldom.

We are actual individuals.

Knowing what we know makes us suffer. The black pill is a big and hitter pill to swallow, but swallow it we did.

 

[GeckoBus]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

View: https://youtu.be/y735PcEVGDc?t=42


Do you feel condemned to live? Like you just have to live through it, see the race to the end whether you like it or not

 

[Aventador]

In Russian there is a saying "Горя от Ума." which translates to "Suffering from understanding / knowledge." .

It is a really nice saying, thanks for sharing.

We understand far more than normscum. We are aware, have an inner monologue, think for ourselves which is why we are not agreeing on absolutely everything even when it comes to inceldom.

We are actual individuals.

All true, I remember learning that some people just don't have internal monologue.

I was shocked and very depressed, because I realized that for most people simply exist.

Knowing what we know makes us suffer. The black pill is a big and hitter pill to swallow, but swallow it we did.

Acceptance is the final stage of grief, though I must admit I don't want to accept my "destiny" sometimes and try to fight it.
I wish all incels here could lead a fulfilling life.

 

[Pancakecel]

In Russian there is a saying "Горя от Ума." which translates to "Suffering from understanding / knowledge." .

We understand far more than normscum. We are aware, have an inner monologue, think for ourselves which is why we are not agreeing on absolutely everything even when it comes to inceldom.

We are actual individuals.

Knowing what we know makes us suffer. The black pill is a big and hitter pill to swallow, but swallow it we did.

 

[tired as fuck]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

Your perspective reveals that you are very much aware. However, you can still go a step further: who provides us with these means of sedation? That's right, the same system that we serve every day and which keeps getting worse and worse. What we're observing now is nothing like previous historical eras. Today, people are mass sedated, kept with just enough so that they don't revolt, too busy living in a hyperreality to focus on the real problems with the system (for starters, the system itself...) I could yap for hours about this but whatever, nobody cares. Pls tag me from now on I be interested.

 

[cunnylover69]

You know deep down of course that is more meaningful to experience pain and suffering than to sleep through it but the desire to actually do this is not there. I guess the question is whether there is even a logical reason to wake up. It simply being the right thing to do is not enough.

 

[Aventador]

View: https://youtu.be/y735PcEVGDc?t=42

Nice scene!
I really feel like the aventador has a certain energy about it, even if its not moving like in the scene. Something about pure energy and aggression, which fits the character well here.

Do you feel condemned to live? Like you just have to live through it, see the race to the end whether you like it or not

Yes, more often than not. But I know it can also be worse and count my few blessings in life.

I do like to see the end, but probably is going to get a bit worse each year, im going to get a bit weaker, a bit sicker until eventually something happens - like a heart attack. And that would be it. Not very thrilling and something to look foward to if you think about it.

I do want to leave a positive impact on the world, but it's not like I can really change anything. at least in scale.

 

[Aventador]

Your perspective reveals that you are very much aware. However, you can still go a step further: who provides us with these means of sedation? That's right, the same system that we serve every day and which keeps getting worse and worse. What we're observing now is nothing like previous historical eras. Today, people are mass sedated, kept with just enough so that they don't revolt, too busy living in a hyperreality to focus on the real problems with the system (for starters, the system itself...) I could yap for hours about this but whatever, nobody cares. Pls tag me from now on I be interested.

Appreciate it brother.

It's all interconnected, and enraging when you see how they treat us like dumb cattle.
However I can't put all the blame on them, as when you try to talk to others about it, they try to change the subject or are simply too unintrested and want to talk about yesterdays soccer match.

People used to revolt for a lot less. The problem is that everyone is so entertained 24/7 so no one actually thinks for themselves.

You know deep down of course that is more meaningful to experience pain and suffering than to sleep through it but the desire to actually do this is not there. I guess the question is whether there is even a logical reason to wake up. It simply being the right thing to do is not enough.

Spot on.

I know that this is not a life, but there has to be something to look forward too in order for me to try.

But I haven't completely given up, I still fight sometimes. It's just so tiring, especially if people just don't care about those issues.

Keep on fighting, even if it's a losing battle our resistence means something.

 

[TooSomething]

It is a really nice saying, thanks for sharing.

It is a really black pilled saying, if you think about it.

Don't mind my philosophical ramblings. I have just hit that joint a bit too hard. xD

 

[Aventador]

It is a really black pilled saying, if you think about it.

Don't mind my philosophical ramblings. I have just hit that joint a bit too hard. xD

No no, its good. I like responses with a lot of thought put into them, generic responses are getting tiresome often.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

The system needs men like us sedated because a lucid, aware, and frustrated sub-5 population is a threat to the status quo.

 

[MuhDigitalFootprint]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

In Russian there is a saying "Горя от Ума." which translates to "Suffering from understanding / knowledge." .

We understand far more than normscum. We are aware, have an inner monologue, think for ourselves which is why we are not agreeing on absolutely everything even when it comes to inceldom.

We are actual individuals.

Knowing what we know makes us suffer. The black pill is a big and hitter pill to swallow, but swallow it we did.

individuated cels

 

[Aventador]

The system needs men like us sedated because a lucid, aware, and frustrated sub-5 population is a threat to the status quo.

True

 

[veryrare]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

Everything you just described is very relatable tbh. I'l add in my two cents, When I can't "sedate" myself & my brain laser focuses on the brutality of this shitty existence I just think like oh I live in the 21st century and I have running water, food and shit and If I was born like like thousands of years ago I wouldn't have access to these modern luxuries we take for granted since anatomically modern humans emerged about 200,000 years ago, animal domestaction is 10,000 to 20,000 years old, Agriculture around 12,000. After plant domestication, it was roughly 5,000 more years until “history” began with civilizations in Egypt etc

Or think about the fact you could've been born not of genus "Homo" but anything else. If you really put it in perspective, If you compressed history of Earth into a 24-hour clock, Recorded human history takes up the last few milliseconds at most + The entire history of the genus Homo (2 million years) fits into the last 40 seconds

The more I look at the universe, the more I realize that we aren't special at all. I remember looking at Saturn with an actual telescope once when I was a kid and I felt a deep shock because It's just there you know? It doesn't revolve humans at all.

So yeah autistic rant but that sums up my coping mechanism after the sedation thing fails.

 

[Aventador]

Everything you just described is very relatable tbh. I'l add in my two cents, When I can't "sedate" myself & my brain laser focuses on the brutality of this shitty existence I just think like oh I live in the 21st century and I have running water, food and shit and If I was born like like thousands of years ago I wouldn't have access to these modern luxuries we take for granted since anatomically modern humans emerged about 200,000 years ago, animal domestaction is 10,000 to 20,000 years old, Agriculture around 12,000. After plant domestication, it was roughly 5,000 more years until “history” began with civilizations in Egypt etc

Or think about the fact you could've been born not of genus "Homo" but anything else. If you really put it in perspective, If you compressed history of Earth into a 24-hour clock, Recorded human history takes up the last few milliseconds at most + The entire history of the genus Homo (2 million years) fits into the last 40 seconds

The more I look at the universe, the more I realize that we aren't special at all. I remember looking at Saturn with an actual telescope once when I was a kid and I felt a deep shock because It's just there you know? It doesn't revolve humans at all.

So yeah autistic rant but that sums up my coping mechanism after the sedation thing fails.

We are both fortunate and unfortunate.

Things like hunger, and access to clean water are privledges for sure. But communities and relationships were more easier back than.

 

[tired as fuck]

The system needs men like us sedated because a lucid, aware, and frustrated sub-5 population is a threat to the status quo.

The system needs everyone sedated in order to continue existing

 

[tired as fuck]

Everything you just described is very relatable tbh. I'l add in my two cents, When I can't "sedate" myself & my brain laser focuses on the brutality of this shitty existence I just think like oh I live in the 21st century and I have running water, food and shit and If I was born like like thousands of years ago I wouldn't have access to these modern luxuries we take for granted since anatomically modern humans emerged about 200,000 years ago, animal domestaction is 10,000 to 20,000 years old, Agriculture around 12,000. After plant domestication, it was roughly 5,000 more years until “history” began with civilizations in Egypt etc

Or think about the fact you could've been born not of genus "Homo" but anything else. If you really put it in perspective, If you compressed history of Earth into a 24-hour clock, Recorded human history takes up the last few milliseconds at most + The entire history of the genus Homo (2 million years) fits into the last 40 seconds

The more I look at the universe, the more I realize that we aren't special at all. I remember looking at Saturn with an actual telescope once when I was a kid and I felt a deep shock because It's just there you know? It doesn't revolve humans at all.

So yeah autistic rant but that sums up my coping mechanism after the sedation thing fails.

High quality thinking tbh

 

[ConvertedAryanSpic]

You put in paragraphs what I couldn’t express in words, this feeling of "drowning my sorrows" we can reword it as "sedation".

I've been coping with porn and alcohol all day on my days off to avoid getting gangbanged by reality and its complexities.

College dropout (3)
Broke
Battling judicial systems and courts
Inceldom
No good family relations/parasitic family relations
Neurodivergency
No friends.

Nigga I can’t stay off the copes, even if they’re filthy or unhealthy, they keep me going till I figure things out one by one and until then i choose to stay "sedated".

 

[veryrare]

We are both fortunate and unfortunate.

Things like hunger, and access to clean water are privledges for sure. But communities and relationships were more easier back than.

Our situation is still very much shit don't get me wrong. As I said, It's a coping mechanism. It's this tangled web of logical justifications by your brain to keep going. Imagine if we didn't have an instinct to stop ourselves from suicide, It would be gg's for this whole forum nigga kek but anyway I the retarded nigger I've tried to read about how we think & from what I understand It's that we have certain instincts and we work our ass off to justify them, perfect example: looks. Or with politics, Take someone and put them in a room with a trashcan, they start expressing more homophobic views. Literally. It's two studies. I compiled them for you:

1. Inbar, Y., Pizarro, D. A., & Bloom, P. (2012). Disgusting smells cause decreased liking of gay men. Emotion, 12(1), 23–27.
2. Adams, T. G., Stewart, P. A., & Blanchar, J. C. (2014). Disgust and the politics of sex: Exposure to a disgusting odorant increases politically conservative views on sex and decreases support for gay marriage. PLoS ONE, 9(5), e95572.

The first study is the one where a foul smell specifically made people hate faggots. The second is the one where the disgusting odor increased conservative views on faggots & decreased support for gay marriage

So yeah, clown world

 

[veryrare]

High quality thinking tbh

More like insane autism

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

1. Inbar, Y., Pizarro, D. A., & Bloom, P. (2012). Disgusting smells cause decreased liking of gay men. Emotion, 12(1), 23–27.
2. Adams, T. G., Stewart, P. A., & Blanchar, J. C. (2014). Disgust and the politics of sex: Exposure to a disgusting odorant increases politically conservative views on sex and decreases support for gay marriage. PLoS ONE, 9(5), e95572.

The first study is the one where a foul smell specifically made people hate faggots. The second is the one where the disgusting odor increased conservative views on faggots & decreased support for gay marriage

So yeah, clown world

What the hell

 

[tired as fuck]

More like insane autism

I'll reply to this but I also want to reply to the other comment you posted prior, the one with the 2 studies.
1) The only people that will tell you that your thoughts are "insane autism" are low iq idiots who do not know what "thinking" is like. Acknowledging that anthropocentrism is a cope ideology already elevated you above like 99.999% of people (historically, man always thought to have no relations with the past and to be special in some way).

2) I cannot open the 1st paper you posted, not even anna's library's DOI search will make me see it unlucky. However I could check the 2nd paper and, well...
a sample of 57 people is bad enough, but there was also no cross-checking to make people retake the test without the disgusting odor (and vice versa, with the disgusting odor). So what we know is that (a majority White, Christian, Conservative) sample doesn't only think that gays are disgusting. What the fuck kinda conclusion do I have to draw from this study? I guess conservatism is not a hive mind? They admit that the two groups were skewed (one had more women and the age wasn't uniform), they introduce covariates forcefully but they can't narrow down the error percentage, it's honestly mind boggling how this kinda shit happens and people just gobble it up. Like, it's just so inconsistent, and as all other psych studies it suffers from replicability and predictability. Not a personal attack, just saying the study is borderline worthless.

 

[veryrare]

1) The only people that will tell you that your thoughts are "insane autism" are low iq idiots who do not know what "thinking" is like. Acknowledging that anthropocentrism is a cope ideology already elevated you above like 99.999% of people (historically, man always thought to have no relations with the past and to be special in some way).

Idk I don't like trying to advertise myself as some intellectual that knows it all you know? Some pseudo-intellectual like Tolstoy or some shit. Bcz there's no way to objectively determine anybody's intelligence (there's lots of problems with IQ for example). Also most people try to identify as someone who thinks a lot because it feels good to do so, Like they say like "OH MAY GAWD I READ DOSTFUCKISKY AND IN HIS NOVEL NIGGA BALLZ HD HE SAID LE BAD IS BAD" Basically trying to pose as an intellectual. We all want to feel superior to other people. Monkeys obsessed with power basically. I think you understand what I'm trying to say. I will say though that the fact you went thru the study is actually something I don't see most niggas here doing so very cool then.

2) I cannot open the 1st paper you posted, not even anna's library's DOI search will make me see it unlucky. However I could check the 2nd paper and, well...
a sample of 57 people is bad enough, but there was also no cross-checking to make people retake the test without the disgusting odor (and vice versa, with the disgusting odor). So what we know is that (a majority White, Christian, Conservative) sample doesn't only think that gays are disgusting. What the fuck kinda conclusion do I have to draw from this study? I guess conservatism is not a hive mind? Like, it's just so inconsistent, and as all other psych studies it suffers from replicability and predictability. Not a personal attack, just saying the study is borderline worthless.

Damn I didn't look into the study itself. Thanks for actually looking thru it fuck, Also replication crisis true yeah. Ok scratch that shit then.
This is the 1st paper: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/21707161/ & It has around the same sample size so 59 niggas and there is cross checking in it so yeah not good. Kikes tried to sell me that shit. You probably know It's all jews that are behind Psychiatry and Psychology so ye shit.

 

[tired as fuck]

dk I don't like trying to advertise myself as some intellectual that knows it all you know? Some pseudo-intellectual like Tolstoy or some shit. Bcz there's no way to objectively determine anybody's intelligence (there's lots of problems with IQ for example). Also most people try to identify as someone who thinks a lot because it feels good to do so, Like they say like "OH MAY GAWD I READ DOSTFUCKISKY AND IN HIS NOVEL NIGGA BALLZ HD HE SAID LE BAD IS BAD" Basically trying to pose as an intellectual. We all want to feel superior to other people. Monkeys obsessed with power basically. I think you understand what I'm trying to say. I will say though that the fact you went thru the study is actually something I don't see most niggas here doing so very cool then.

It is true that we cannot gauge our own intelligence reliably (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gödel's_incompleteness_theorems it's strictly logical but eh interpretations are interpretations). However, that also means we can't really say we're stupid either, as in, low iq. Saying that something is autistic is merely society's way of saying you do not conform to their mediocrity.

Damn I didn't look into the study itself. Thanks for actually looking thru it fuck, Also replication crisis true yeah. Ok scratch that shit then.
This is the 1st paper: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/21707161/ & It has the same sample size so 59 niggas and there is cross checking in it so yeah not good. Kikes tried to sell me that shit. You probably know It's all jews that are behind Psychiatry and Psychology so ye shit.

idk why but I can't open it on anna's library unlucky. Psychology and psychiatry are not scientific fields, yet everyone, especially people on here, use it as a form of confirmation bias.

 

[Sir Silentium]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

Thanks for sharing

When you look into it, almost everything we do is a cope in some way.

But for unhealthy copes/sedation, this is a scripture I want to mention:
“Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.”
So we should cope with healthy metrics. Personally for me, recently I have been evangelising and spreading the word of God - it gets things off my mind and keeps me present in the moment.

 

[Lo3e]

to think Soyciety even wants to take copes like this away from this, the deep state really want to drive us mad

 

[Aventador]

You put in paragraphs what I couldn’t express in words, this feeling of "drowning my sorrows" we can reword it as "sedation".

I've been coping with porn and alcohol all day on my days off to avoid getting gangbanged by reality and its complexities.

College dropout (3)
Broke
Battling judicial systems and courts
Inceldom
No good family relations/parasitic family relations
Neurodivergency
No friends.

Nigga I can’t stay off the copes, even if they’re filthy or unhealthy, they keep me going till I figure things out one by one and until then i choose to stay "sedated".

Can't blame you for doing so, but I'd like for us to get better at the same time you know?

Thanks for sharing

When you look into it, almost everything we do is a cope in some way.

But for unhealthy copes/sedation, this is a scripture I want to mention:
“Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.”
So we should cope with healthy metrics. Personally for me, recently I have been evangelising and spreading the word of God - it gets things off my mind and keeps me present in the moment.

I like your attitude towards this, all is cope - atleast make it good.

Im trying to better myself, even if it feels like a lost battle - im still fighting it. I haven't yielded yet.

I just feel so exhausted, fighting those spiritual battles against evil alone.
It's one thing to fight evil as a group, but alone? Whee everyone don't take it seriously?
Isolating and crushing.

Keep spreading your faith with kindness, I think it's doing good on you. Keep fighting against evil.

to think Soyciety even wants to take copes like this away from this, the deep state really want to drive us mad

I would disagree tbh, the ruling class is investing a lot of money into entertainment.

Video games, sports, movies, TV, social media, etc...

All things which are accesible by almost everyone. It would be very bad for them to stop entertaining the masses, as they will turn in on them.

Look at the epstein files - do you see how everytime a discussion is opened there is another event going on? Iran war, hantavirus, ufo, etc..

And those epstein files? Are probably distraction too if its allowed to be read.

 

[Ricecel Sungnodius]

Well said. I relate to your post. I know it's hard, but I try to read stuff that really interests me, rather than just video games, social media, and that kind of stuff. I think reading stuff that interests me is more fulfilling. But I still do think I spend too much time online doing useless things. I also don't watch porn since it's a reminder of what I'll never have.

 

[Aventador]

Well said. I relate to your post. I know it's hard, but I try to read stuff that really interests me, rather than just video games, social media, and that kind of stuff. I think reading stuff that interests me is more fulfilling. But I still do think I spend too much time online doing useless things. I also don't watch porn since it's a reminder of what I'll never have.

Good for you bro, I also like reading a bit - becoming more intelligent and well read is a very important skill today.

Porn is depressing I agree, if I know ill masturbate its much better for me to do it to stock images. Feels healthier imo.

 

[Lo3e]

Can't blame you for doing so, but I'd like for us to get better at the same time you know?


I like your attitude towards this, all is cope - atleast make it good.

Im trying to better myself, even if it feels like a lost battle - im still fighting it. I haven't yielded yet.

I just feel so exhausted, fighting those spiritual battles against evil alone.
It's one thing to fight evil as a group, but alone? Whee everyone don't take it seriously?
Isolating and crushing.

Keep spreading your faith with kindness, I think it's doing good on you. Keep fighting against evil.


I would disagree tbh, the ruling class is investing a lot of money into entertainment.

Video games, sports, movies, TV, social media, etc...

All things which are accesible by almost everyone. It would be very bad for them to stop entertaining the masses, as they will turn in on them.

Look at the epstein files - do you see how everytime a discussion is opened there is another event going on? Iran war, hantavirus, ufo, etc..

And those epstein files? Are probably distraction too if its allowed to be read.

I meant more in terms of video games and porn

they've tried to get porn and video games banned for yrs

 

[FarangInDaNang]

On my way home from work, I like to think.

Today I thought about sedation.

Introduction:
Society is broken, we all know that -
The economy is corrupted, relationships are hypergamous and transactional, community is a fairytale, and work feels like slavery with coffee machines.

And how does that make me feel?
Crushed.
It makes me feel like no matter what I do, things won't change. And in fact will only get worse and worse, which recent history shows that is true (inflation, job market, etc..)

Sedating myself:
So I turn to sedation. I escape those thoughts rather than face them over and over again.

Am I a coward? Maybe. I'm just so tired of fighting over and over again, with no different outcome or change.

This is how I sedate myself:

Masturbation and porn-
to release my sexual frustration, and lack of intimacy

Gaming -
to reclaim a sense of advancement and acheivment.

Watching videos and reading comments- to feel a resemblence of a community, which now is part bots.

I'm not special:

If you observe others closely, you can see many are doing the same.
Sedating themselves with scrolling, binge eating, sports, politics, even self improvement falls into this.

Why? Because reality is painful for them too - Even for normies.

How I view myself:

The worst part? I know I hate all of those things, on a spiritual level. I don't love it, and would replace any of those in a heartbeat ,if I had an alternative.

But I can't "function" without them, as if I stop my thoughts and traumas will come back to haunt me.

Each time I stop doing those drugs, I become much more lucid and sharp in thought.
My memory is sharper, and I feel much smarter and aware overall.
However that is exactly what makes me depressed, being that aware is exactly why I'm reminded of my situation.

Closing words:
I want to lead a better life, but my conclusions is screaming at me that's just not possible.

Tagging frens who might be intrested (sorry if I failed to mention somebody, still learning how to use the platform):

@Sir Silentium @GeckoBus @AtrociousCitizen @TooSomething

There’s this sort of self medicating in every wake of life for us.

 

[nihilum]

I avoid porn.