it's over, it never began
LDAR The futility of life and all that comes with it. it's truly OVER
You're making your life even more difficult for yourself by being this way. Quit drinking, let your liver recover for a month and then start taking testosterone and go to the gym. Seriously. You'll feel so much better. I'm not saying that it will fix your problems but it will make it much easier to live with them. After that you can start looking into escortmaxxing which will improve things even further.
Video is truly based and accurate
This does help me tbh. Being clean has never benefited me, I just end up more miserable. Years at gym were wasted once it became a chore just as everything else does. I seldom exercise as much in general nowadays because it's just physically and mentally taxing. Life was passing me by, getting worse and fleeting, weighing me down every step of the way to the point where things for the sake of doing them are no longer any joy. So I turn to whatever will bring me that joy.
As for escortmaxxing. Not for me. I've had 16 years to go see a hooker and I'd just end up feeling worse as many escortcels find. Like accepting some sort of defeat. Submitting fully to the reality that one really is so pathetic and unfuckably ugly or whatever that one's only option is to get hate fucked by someone who loathes your existence after you leave, and then hand out a load of cash for it for the "privilege"
That's probably Chad and exceptionally lucky people, and I wouldn't say they're necessarily happier, just suffering less, but then again, whatever positives they get from said relationships are swiftly taken for granted they'd they hyper-focus on whatever else is ailing or distressing them. I know this sounds like philosophy-coping, but knowing myself to be a glutton with an insatiable need for pleasure and stimulation, I know nothing would make me contended, let alone happy, no matter what. This experience is easily universalizable given that it aligns well with the generic human nature.
Sure it is, on paper at least, but normies seem to have it most of the time. Are they remotely shy of mental illnesses, emotional rants and even bouts of loneliness. In fact, they constantly go thru shit most of us can't handle when Becky mocks their dick size/sexual prowess/social functionality/masculinity and dumps them. I'd concede a good enough relationship would decrease your suffering, but it's also an instance of how the 'will to live' perniciously manifests to distress us thru intrusive obsessions about unattainable stuff.
Eh I'm personally a cucked romanticist who "inherently values human life", but why would I let my feelings dictate someone else's future? I'm all for legalizing it, but I just wouldn't recommend it to people.
Most normies are able to get fleeting relationships etc. However, this is an decreasing number. The idea that "chad gets all bar no one else" is a cope. And everyone here with a brain should know this. Most of us do. Anyone who decrees that they dont care for pleasure is a liar. Everyone requires pleasure.
Not even on paper and this is no argument. It simply is. There are exceptions where perhaps some hermits manage without. But to delude oneself into the idea that human interaction isn't a requirement for a happy, healthy life is beyond anything else. I agree, normies suck. Most humans are terrible people. They just dont realize it because their prejudices aren't judged in such a way that they see it as bad. To them, most people feel that they either have no prejudices (which is false), or the rest that do, feel that theirs are justified. Humans are horrible.
Everyone should be allowed a way out in this world. Its hard enough for those who do as it is.
Ending your life is not that hard. It's just that most suicide methods aren't appealing to me.
I've seen videos before of people being euthanized in I think Switzerland. A lot more peaceful, dignified and painless. Little chance of failure. Its like the ideal way out jfl
I still can accept suicide fully because in European tradition suicide is mostly a bad act. World religions also prohibit suicide.
Life would be easier if suicide wasn't stigmatized or considered a sin. How many people would find eternal peace then. I wish that death would bring peace to everyone. No more suffering, no more struggles, no more pain, stress and humiliation.
The stigma surrounding it is brutal. It's selfish, driven by some weird guilt or something by those who remain alive. But the irony is, a lot of people who choose that route do so because the world doesnt give a shit about them anyway
According to soyciety, you should care about other's feelings and wellbeing, especially about your relatives.
This is not a bad idea but it seems that 'health care specialists' consider only mild depression cases. People forget ( and many don't know ) that someone can be so affected by traumatic experiences that he doesn't have a will to live at all and nothing brings him joy.
Instead of bashing those who commit suicide, normies should invest more in methods related to overcoming traumatic and negative experiences.
The weird thing is, me and many other started out caring for people. Im pretty much indifferent nowadays. But why is it i'm expected to care about people who don't and won't care about me? God knows they wouldn't do the same. They never practice what they preach.
Normies often have a lot to live for. I can understand those that perhaps do have a really fucked up experience with something. But most of them never have or will. I'd swap places with them in a heartbeat.
She's been dead for over a decade tbh. I think I was 19. Either that or she was and I was a year younger. I cant really remember anymore.
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I forgot about this thread. As I do with everything. My memory is alcohol poor
Relatable.
I‘m sorry mate. I understand why you would drink though, I also want to start. My only real cope, my old cat had to be put down in December, I’m an alien to society and forever an incel. Frick I don’t want to assume or be a bloody complainer I’m just saying I understand you… I think !
we need you to enfoRcE the rules
Jfl did he really get cucked
never began
My escapism is all I have.
Ill try to log in more but I cant really promise shit. Its over for rots
Enforcers me tbh
I mostly enforce my own alcoholism lately. Its my one true pairing.
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