StSausageCel
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- Aug 8, 2020
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In high school I used to think eventually I'd get a girlfriend, so I didn't bother interacting with females. I also actively avoided any places that had females, because I was still suffering from trauma of getting verbally abused by some whores in my class.
Now I'm in my second year of college, and I've legitimately never even had a conversation with a girl. Some freshmen already have girlfriends after a few weeks for fucks sake.
I honestly think I've missed so many developmental experiences, which have made it impossible for me to ascend. If you don't experience the pure primal desire from a girl in HS dating you, no strings attached, while you have nothing to your name, its over. It's extremely hard to catch up
Essentially, to get a girl, you have to have dated in the past.
I can't even talk to girls, just the idea of doing so gives me a headache. That's how I know I'm not normal. These freshman have probably talked to dozens of girls, so now it's like second nature to them.
Then again, even if I made any effort, they'd probably awkwardly ask me to leave them alone. Im stuck in limbo, it looks like I'm destined to die alone.
Now I'm in my second year of college, and I've legitimately never even had a conversation with a girl. Some freshmen already have girlfriends after a few weeks for fucks sake.
I honestly think I've missed so many developmental experiences, which have made it impossible for me to ascend. If you don't experience the pure primal desire from a girl in HS dating you, no strings attached, while you have nothing to your name, its over. It's extremely hard to catch up
Essentially, to get a girl, you have to have dated in the past.
I can't even talk to girls, just the idea of doing so gives me a headache. That's how I know I'm not normal. These freshman have probably talked to dozens of girls, so now it's like second nature to them.
Then again, even if I made any effort, they'd probably awkwardly ask me to leave them alone. Im stuck in limbo, it looks like I'm destined to die alone.